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About me

Well, It's a bit hard to make self description without alter ego having a lot to do with that. Inner self is something way more beautiful but undescribable. I've had a ruff childhood, had to grow up watching my father's photos being 800 kilometers away (i'm aware there have been worse cases). Best word to describe me is self reliable. Never had thoughts about how one special day a special girl will approach to me with a special demand and ask me to be reliable for her as well. Scares me a lot. But, I dont see that as something we'd call cool. That's a grave minus. On the other hand, I'm trying to be honnest here and I think I'd be double as supportive then guys who are affraid to make a stand and say: Hello! This is what I am! I work for a serious company that includes alot of my time being spent on correspondence and travel to German headquarters. I live my life chasing my own happiness for It's a key to a long life. Thou I will never understand women who write all the beautifull stuff about them selves and then they dont answer to any replies, for a quite short period of time I'm being a part of population that has to use the internet to find a match. God knows (even thou I'm not a church goer) that I'm NOT looking for anyone perfect, fantastic, cheerfull, princess trapped in tower, or who knows what else. I am just trying to find someone who is (excuse my expression) fucked up as I am, to settle down and through internet build some kind of relationship . Having a good time weekends will always be a part of me, but I became too tyred to be a part of all possible parties, events, and stuff to amuse me. And for the love of God - do not call me to some crazy hedonistic community like I am lost lamb for being able to speak my mind. I'll live! Diabolic

About you

I think that a woman which understands what i wrote under "my description" will contact me and wish to know more about me and other way around.