So I see them together
I try to fake a smile
So that no one will see the pain I’m in
I didn’t know what is killing me today
I guess it’s the thought of them together
Smiling and playing good music together
I can’t think of me anymore
He’s all I want
He’s all I desire
He’s my sweetest dream
But now I have to wakeup
And seeing his not by my side
I run but I can’t follow him
For his gone my way
Wish he was mine still
So now I’m not shedding these tears
And regretting every chance I have
So I waive on him and promise
I won’t be on his way anymore
I give him up
To the one whose loving him now
This is goodbye
I have to wake up
And start all over again
How I wish I could…