Dear Mahbub Alam (or whomever your real name is),

This surely will be my last contact from my side to you, and I have deleted all of your e-mails ; connection & address from my e-mail’s memory.

One thing you never understand  nor feel ashamed about your self is :

YOU STARTED OUR RELATION WITH A TRUE LIE & YOU KEEP HOLDING IT UNTIL THE LAST MOMENT.

Even, when at the very beginning I was asking you so many times about your marriage’s live ; your family & daily live, you gave God’s name more than once as a SWEAR & created so many bullshit stories just to cover the truth … and instead revealed another lies which goes to another and another… till your self got confused : WHICH ONE WAS REAL & WICH WAS FAKE ???

I m a very simple person.

I m look at one relationship just base on TRUST & RESPECT.

Since the very beginning my heart already said : YOU CAN’T BE TRUSTED, BUT I TRIED TO GIVE MY RESPECT ON YOU AS A HUMAN BEING. The result was :  I m right 100%.

I never look at physical appearance nor wealthiest when I accept someone’s friendship.

I always be my self & share nothing than the whole truth to you at first till then end, that was the main reason I gave you a call & sent you my photos.

I even wouldn’t mind or neglect you if you could say the truth about WHO YOU ARE & HOW YOUR REAL LIVE IS, but (as I said) you were born to be a liar ; this bad characters strongly alive inside your flesh & blood ; even worst you chose to grew it & develop it to be dominant.

It was really your big lost, forever & ever you will never ever gain any precious nor worthy things in your live with those kind of characters, rather than just pain & sin & sorrow.

I even still wondering : all those bullshit empty text messages you sent to me over the handphone within those months, was so much  full with YOUR accusation – judgment – cursing– whining – complaining – harassing – SELF PITTY & crocodiles tears… How could you manage to do it all ?? Aren’t you feel disgusting & fed up of your self ??

I m not your Princess Sophie nor Dr Vittoria, FOREVER NEVER BE. I just Aubrey Mandy from Indonesia.

I believe there is (and are) a real genuine man as Robert Langdon outside there, who is very much sincere & honest about himself and WHO HE IS. Who doesn’t need to be a pretender or being someone else (who he will never be) just for the sake to impress others. Someone who is great full the be a creature made from God, who has his own talents & weakness, and although he doesn’t carry any religion nor believe in God --- BUT HE DOESN’T NEED TO BE A LIAR… NOR SWEAR UNDER GOD’S NAME… NOR HURTS ANYONE ELSE JUST TO SATISFIES HIS OWN LUNATIC PATHETIC EMPTY DREAMS…

I LOVE A MAN LIKE ROBERT LANGDON,

And Dan Brown created him base on a real human being alive in state & he exposed him into his best seller stories with his own belief : THIS KIND OF MAN IS REAL & BRINGS THE WORLD TO BE A BETTER HAPPY PLACE TO LIVED.

So, whomever you are really & whatever you are doing in live, I do not care nor feel anything anymore, not even pity.

You are a DEMON of your self, Even God must be ashamed to created a creature like you.

FAREWELL FROM NOW AND PLEASE DO NOT EVEN THINK NOR TRY TO BE IN TOUCHED WITH ME ANYMORE. THIS WILL BE MY LAST REQUEST TO YOU AND WILL NOT BE TOO HARD TO DO IT.

Aubrey Mandy,

23-05-09

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