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Wandering like songs

Osmanthus open in autumn.Autumn has no flowers, the fashionable fragile flowers early in the spring and summer will his enthusiasm consumption do.......Then he only in autumn wind rustling osmanthus outshine others.Osmanthus open, far can smell the intoxicating aroma, and when you follow the sweet binge to find flowers, she will be the small figure hidden deep in between the small branches and leaves, petals as the stars in the leaves in the air, the flicker of flow is fragrant light of stars.Osmanthus flower petals, and a people cannot bear the holy flowers into autumn mud, collected into honey, the faint scent, fresh and human.
Every fall, his house of the plant has already become the shaded GuiHuaShu blossom to the "crazy" the very: the leaves of the tree with branches of flowers filled not mask, floral float out very far very far, lead to many people to see, enjoy flower people was happy, because there are so good things can enjoy Oakley sunglasses, however, with his words, osmanthus open season every year is sad when I guess.Because she like flowers in a fall of the opening of the osmanthus fall.
She likes osmanthus flowers, so he will use osmanthus to their her.Every year he join the flower to visit her, strictly speaking just her tomb.He will be filled by her osmanthus, then her troubles to the strains of osmanthus fragrans open is a good, not BieQing lawsuit, this assertion static but has no language silently sat down, looking at the grave of her stay in earth photos, next in the autumn wind flow, tears flowing in the heart-
"Lang ride to get around the bed, bamboo hobby horse childhood," he and she from childhood friends, he only big her two days, so he will she shouted in his brother do, she some defy spirit.Her lips there is a very good beauty, he always joked, "a mole, even to the ends he can also find her.She was love flowers, her family has a backyard courtyard, there are many many of the flower.Under the influence of him in her also love flowers.He often accompany her across the home of wild flowers dig mountain up to be planted in cinema.Once, she found a strain on the mountain the crush of GuiHuaShu, but in a very long difficult to climb dangerous a cliff.He knew she was like the plant GuiHuaShu, she had to him about her like the faint of osmanthus fragrans refreshing floral and that such as stars of petals.To her, he would do anything.So he seems many cane, following a head of department, formed in the tree, a head of department in on his waist, his difficult to cliff, the plant will express all finally dug up. CinnamonShe touched him on the rocks of the ceng injury said: "it's very nice of you."At that moment, he feel heart eat as sweet as honey.He and she will be together GuiHuaShu planted in the yard, meticulous care of, such as child care.
He and she back schoolbag go to school together, the other people all say they and is as dear brother and sister.And he really like brother? And as to protect her.Read elementary school, a classmate to bully her, he always to stand up.In high school, she is beautiful, because there are a few small rascal flirt her, he heard that, to her revenge alone, in the other, he has over cuts live into hospital.Looking at her tears, and hear: "I can't let anyone bully you."At this time, her heart in is a sweet.
A boy they like the brother and sister, and she grew up, and began to speak of gossip, two adults also told them to be as close as before.Along with the increase of age, he and her heart in produced some cannot be said clearly the affair.Two, they become more and more polite between that some diaphragm up, also very few together exchange learning experiences, is together chat shi also said not a few words is unknown, and mood also embarrassed up, two people then fled like separated.For this, he noted, it was difficult to learn.At that time, because of his tall handsome, school will have several female students in the pursuit of frenzy he;Also there are many male classmate to vindicate him, but she did not budge.He was for a living her gas, gas gas her decision.In that he and the class of female the classmate to fall in love, she immediately heart such as knife, often a man as uncomfortable secretly run to the plant under vertical foakley sunglasses, secretly cinnamon tears the plant cinnamon has, but is colorful leaves did not see the bloom.She knew it was deep in love with him, but in his presence, she is still the same calm, just to persuade him to concentrate on learning.He saw her not angry himself instead more depressed, the more desperate.End of the university entrance exam, he failed, she was admitted to the city school.
In the city, she decided to go and talk to him.Conversation in the plant site he risked life and limb from the cliff dug and and she personally cultivation of cinnamon.At this time of cinnamon has thrived, lush, such as he ZhuangJian, such as general as her graceful.She finally said to her, "come on, I'll wait for you in the capital.
Send to walk after her, he felt in the heart of vacant, very ill, he can't stand the without her in the side day, he had sworn the ends are to accompany her.So he decided to answer read, the pain will miss power, she also often to write a letter to encourage her.He put aside your thoughts, frantically into the study, every tired and thundering, he always felt a pair of eyes looking at him, then tired, disappear.
After a year of hard work, he finally got into the have her school.See her in, before he WanYuQianYan is in the heart to her, however in the underlying when he met but were choking, just pour water into eye on.She also got very excited, in for him, he can't help crying embraced her.Hold up her at that moment, he felt as if a collector took hold of a hidden away found happy.She didn't struggle, just that if a white face is osmanthus a few pink silk.
After that day, they like the butterfly double into the garden to the perfect match, they become the talk of classmate, also attracted many admire the eyes of jealousy.At school she has many suitors, especially the most hotly pursue her boy also very handsome, and home town is the home of hard-core fake Oakley Active sunglasses, what girl idea of the white horse prince, however desire nothing, she had he has satisfied, so the pursuers end all become her best friend.Handsome he also turned down many pursuit.She think she is only her in his life, someone took the whole treasure is the world to and he can't promise, without her, he don't know and don't have the courage to survive in this world.
However, maybe god also envy them this pure love, will be deep ruthless hand flick to them.One day, she and her students on campus for a walk, walk, suddenly a stunned, she hurried to hold the classmate's shoulder to did not fall.She from household is, so she brings the facial expression of osmanthus fragrans forever if a white.However, in recent period of time in the mirror she found myself looking very pale, he CARES to ask her if she was ill, she said that maybe is learning too busy, she didn't want to let him worry, he also didn't know deep down.
That night, she made a dream, the dream of home the plant DuoNian ten without blossom out of GuiHuaShu full of flowers that blossom tree, so yes, this plant GuiHuaShu into a snow mountain.Delicious!She sighed.Suddenly a winds, full of flowers to tree instantly fade in the earth to autumn mud.After wake up, she was in tears, faint feel some wrong.The next day, she quietly to the hospital, the doctor in do careful examination, asked her relatives come to have no?She know illness must be very heavy, he begged doctors tell the truth, she cried in repeated after the doctor finally told her she had leukemia, and is one of the most serious.
Nightmare come true.Life just will it beautiful picture gradually show in front of her, she will forever lost.She knows she will soon wither like, she as osmanthus parting, alone ran to the woods no and wept bitterly.She thought about him, she deeply in love with him and how he be willing to part with or use, and she knew without her, he was easy to lose courage to live, he had more than once to she said such a thing.She didn't want him XunQing, her for her to him to live, live happily.She thought for a long time for a long time, finally know what to do to make he forget her.
Before long, the campus in her and the city from the news of the prince's rich in love.He doesn't believe, and ran, and asked her why, she quietly said to him, and after graduation, wanted to stay in Beijing.At that time, the field at the undergraduates at most want to stay in Beijing, but leave the life of the quota is very limited, need good relations and the ability to do, rich childe has the ability to let her stay.He understood.
Listen to her words, he felt his heart into a few disc, never get together to go, the less than rent pain.He once said, he can't live without her alone, now, however, he has some contempt for her.In his mind's eye, she was just as holy as osmanthus elegant refined, but also hard to avoid petals and soil mixed together, and finally, into the soil."Really common", he said, and then the first run away.Looking at his that definitely unique figure, she was in tears, pale face greater pale.But she also knew he hate her, she also achieve the purpose of.......
After break up, he bitterly painful, each thought of her, his heart couldn't help the waves of Ji pain.He tried to go to forget her, but when every midnight, a dream but all she figure.His brain often remember the scene before these scenes, sweet and deepened his pain.Missing is sweet, but the pain of missing is hopeless.He decided to turn to another campus, the campus without her, maybe it will forget her.
But he did not know, she is more painful than she, this from the childhood love she see ratio what all important, see will bear fruit, but fate stepped, let she has a terminal illness, in order to let the deep love of he won't to without her life, or pain killing yourself to a happy life after he can only long pain rather short pain out of this decision.Therefore she often a person cry bitterly, acacia nowhere orgies, she gave her the deepest love in the beauty of the osmanthus write notes.
She refused to treat, she will not be so pain in life, to any drugs already save her, why bother to do STH over and over again?Since life is neither as such as flowers Oakley sunglasses wholesale, she would like to have neither look good.She quietly waiting for the arrival of the end of their lives, and begged family don't tell him.She said, only a pain, find thyself let two people to bear?All of the pain let her a people take it.Family looking at her calm eyes, had to promise of against his will.
She, drifted to that day, it was the season of osmanthus fragrans in full bloom.She and he had planted the plant GuiHuaShu also flowers.She closed her eyes, her face the beautiful natural calm, such as sleeping beauty general to sleep, just wake up to the heaven.Pain in her leaving no trace, she still such as flowers ban beautiful, just like a pure beauty of art, so she and sweet-scented osmanthus is the god's work, and as the increasingly let friends and relatives sad unceasingly.At this time, the air was floating faint osmanthus fragrance, people in her as if also smell a faint fragrance of osmanthus......
In her life gradually as the sand in the hourglass is about to leak out, he went to another school.The new environment and have not dimmed his pain.He still miss her, he always don't believe she is the kind MuFuGui greed, however realistic and couldn't help he did not believe he was still in pain struggle, he hated her, strong hate her.But time was slowly to dilute all warm love, whether it is or deep hate will be time gradually diluted.He slowly the reason, he began to think like this: "since we are from childhood friends brought up together now, even if there is no love should also have other emotions, she now that makes the choice, so love is only into a friendship, and we all had said to the other party a is good, so, as long as her choice would let her life after the ratio and I together to happiness, so wish her."Although think like this his heart is still the pain, but it is helpless.
Holding his wish her attitude go back and find her, but he couldn't find her on campus.He asked The Times his familiar everyone, everyone say not to know her, and no one know her to go to the top place.His heart to have one ominous feels in the torture him, he desperately want to will this ominous feel removed.Finally, he made up his mind to find the former rival in love, in his almost cry of the cases, originally promised to substitute her secret to his rival out of everything, and a little envy ground to say, he can have such a lover is the life of a few blessing.From that moment, he began to hate, hate his careless careless, only know indulge in love fake Oakley Polarized sunglasses, and don't know love is also will be sick.He and for her, the people like him grievances is not worth her to go to such a deep love.He felt too happy, there is such a deep love with love, however this happiness but also the end of the pain of loss, let him enough trails his silent without tears, he cried tears of blood flow in the heart with.
He sat on the flight home, although the plane has fly soon, he still feel slow, very anxious to rib born wings.He pray: "let her wait for me!"He also think like this: "if she go to, I also along with her to go to."She didn't wait for him, so sweet consequence suddenly disappear.When he arrived, she has to another world's ship, the coffin.He saw, he passed out.He woke up, spelling a life to open, "said anyway to see her last side, he dead also don't believe she was gone.Friends and relatives desperate to hold him down while.He don't eat not to drink not to sleep with her to keep, and tears flow, and a cry, and in the end only bleeding and low SOB.
She buried, he did not go to send, he can't go to send, some of his chi the silly, mouth kept said: "go go......"
He has a few months is full recovery after the.......Although he back to consciousness again, and his heart is feeling already dead, all already doesn't matter, because the most precious in his life, the most important thing all lost, what other things can make him joy and regret?"Shipwreck once was water, but the sorcery mountain isn't cloud," he didn't want to be in love, in his mind is no one can replace her.In addition to her, he who also love.He empty-headed with a day after day, do one thing every day, it is to see the two separate nature has she.Because she like osmanthus flowers, he put her mounds of all around planted GuiHuaShu.He thought it already is the only thing that can do for her.He discomforts, elaborate care, so be careful with those cinnamon is like as a child care for her as well.He wants to "in the world of long, with her, his death in the this.
See his family, so worried, and can't KaiXie, who also don't listen to his word, without her, life even what meaning, he would have to go on until the unexamined life of end.However, one day, her father took some things to him, said that her belongings.That's a small magazine, which contained a wisp of hair and a diary foakleys, he opened the diary look, top write of is the whole is to his thoughts, eloquently, a word, a blood that he numb the pain and heart up, just like someone take knife in one knife knife to cut his heart, and he was in tears.In the diary sent him a letter: "when you see this letter, I might have gone, but I was so love you, how to endure leave you. You know I'm looking at you in the refuse of figure, I have sadly? I don't want to hurt you, but fate, only destiny. I know you love what I had his own life before you, that kind of love makes me feel happy, but now, but it is my most worried about. It is often said, truly in love will give to each other, I would like to with you happiness happiness life, but I can't now. I must go now, my most upset is you, I hope you can cherish own life, because the world in addition to me, still have a lot of love you of person, you can't let them sad. You want happiness of life down, this is my only desire, if you make a foolish thing, it GuoLu away, I will not wait for you, the more won't forgive you! I hope you to I forget, that love for another girl......"
See here he has can't keep watching, forget about her, how can, as for happiness, not what she has happiness at all.Yet since saw this letter, he always feeling that there is a pair of eyes looking at him, and have a voice in his ears continue to say: "you be happy live..."Once, his dream to dream, she hit her, waving a white like fairy, and she said to him: "you must be happy! You must be happy!"He want to go after her, but she, drifted.
He accepted her wishes.He think: "since he likes to see my happy life on earth, I will satisfy her request, as long as she like, I would do anything, just like the I dig for her GuiHuaShu as well."So, he went to finish college, then returned home to work, because home have her, and he did not want to be too far away from her.He got a and she also likes osmanthus girl got married, and education was a beautiful children.He and his wife relationship is very good, people say he's happy, he also have such feeling.
He is so dull happiness of life, just every osmanthus fragrance, he will be sad for a while, because of her.

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