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Egber123

The body in, so if the heart

Memory blue sky, white clouds, and pure love, all has gone away with time.
Once you make a promise that I will never return, but those vows already with such as drain general skirts, I am guangzhou city.china newly-married, you are to take the groom, what is broken by the most pure between our love???I want to is a distance, is time.
Know, who know each other, love each other, exactly seven years, now, we have already shape with stranger......
A,
At that time I was your youth, as is the university campus cyanine cyanine students, to have a better future hope, love to be also same, eager to a romantic moments.
Remember the first day of the university of just, you as the student cadre, is responsible for the reception freshman.I've just set foot in school, you ask me: "call what name?"
I put my luggage a put, part water side answer: "Lin da Iraq."
Maybe on that day, the fate of the rope will you I bind tightly, so that the university a few years time we are free in the edge of the love and friendship.
First, you wear a black shirt, and a head of the long hair, skin is white, not a smiling face has a straight beyond peers into firm and serious.Your natural from my hand took the suitcase cheap mac makeup, and then strode in front, and beckoned to me to keep up.I like a good child, follow you to report, tuition, then arrange dormitory, tidy up the book shop.Finished it all, I have already very tired, on a hot day, running up and down, term who also in the midfield.See I lay on the bed not up, your quiet walk, I thought, would be well-advised.
And I wake up already is late in the afternoon, I slept dizziness is dizzy, rushed back to the dormitory after bath, you stood on the balcony stunned.
"Hi, what's your name? During the day, busy forget to ask."I head touched the side wipe side around you, see you, some absence, I inwardly laugh you silly stare blankly.
"DongWei."
"I see you do not understand taste."The name is not how, I remarked side you, part ha ha charming laugh, make you very embarrassed.
"You find me something? DongWei senior."I pretended to be serious look let you are speechless.
"Take you to the restaurant, afraid of you students got lost."You are quite good temper, just don't love smile.
"Wait me for a while, change clothes."I found you wait outside me, see you a little shy of appearance, I think you kind of interesting.
That evening I was wearing a white dress with a small wet hair, in the afterglow of sunset, cheerful to you, that moment, I in your eyes see the sparkle of light.
We both appear in the restaurant with students is to create no sensation, the "honor" half return you, half to me, I just know originally you in school is also a "YouTouYouLian" character.
Second,
Because I think you anyway, and it was interesting, so I always like the appearance of the cold not the d of each of your arms, and sometimes you in play, I intentionally call out to understand taste refueling, see you cause the attention of people, I proudly steal to smile.Sometimes you in computer room practice, I quietly appear, deliberately serious said: "the classmates, careful practice, not the clouds."See other classmates doubt looking at you, I pretended to be very calm left, and then in the engine room laughing.
Although you think I was naughty, but you don't actually had spirit, you say I'm better than you small three years old, and it is like nonsense age.Your "tolerance" but also encourage my "arrogant", not playing with, I like to go to we cheat you.
The next semester freshman, I have my eye on your class a very can sing and play very boys, so always borrow from looking for you in the name of the play to glancing at him, but when seeing him have a tender but of the United States eyebrow concomitant, my in the mind of sense of uncomfortable.I think these are you see in the eye, but you never said, quietly to accompany me to drink, was drunk when I cry and you got a fright, because you never see me cry.
The second day, I wine wake up, again as the appearance of MeiXinMeiFei before, a face of bright and beautiful, like without any troubles in general.It's just that I find that I have a liking for the boy of the face hang color, I thought that he was a bad student, it seems that the elder sisters I also not cheated.
Since I after a drunken, every time we play together, you obviously become lively many, before is my jokes, then you will also while I do not pay attention to become a little tricks Mac Mascara, or suddenly said a cold jokes.I wish, this person how suddenly understand taste, but I still like to change you.Things change, the more smile also many, occasionally when the weekend take me to do volunteer work, then took me to play where the work you at that time, I think you if my brother.
Three,
I read sophomore year, you only a semester is a university campus in advance to practice half a year, at that time I think you want to go to the distant place, must meet even after all difficult.But I cannot for this reason hinder your good future, so I have been in your ear to encourage you to go where you want to go to the big cities of the development.In your professional knowledge and individual ability, I believe you will surely rushes out a slice of heaven and earth.
Graduated from the face, you have no time like before accompany me mad, but as long as there is time you will look for me, or eat together, or walk together, or climb hills.You to me more and not the same care and concern I not feel, but has been since I regard you as a brother like, I don't know how to accept your heart.
Remember when you leave school I send you out of the school gate, you will always come back to see free said I, I know you're telling me you will always wait for me, but I don't know how to respond to your feelings.
From the beginning is my provoked active you, is I don't be stirred the your heart lake, let your heart from now have me there, but at that time I was too young and too ignorant, don't know how to put to your feeling from the friendship sublimation is love.
When you become more into firm, and no longer wear dark black shirt.Campus again meet with you is you leave after two months, is also my twentieth birthday.You're wearing a bright CaoLu shirts, hair was relaxed and many, the makings are completely different.The moment I some absence, suddenly feel some unfamiliar feeling.But you have intimacy to touch touch my head, say with smile girl and long beautiful.Familiar with action let our distance it was close, you take me to go before I want to go to visit the scenic spot, took me to eat the most expensive western food.The break up, you if by from the bag took out a box, say to my birthday gift.I return to the dormitory found it in the box I yearn for is already a long time of mini CD machine, and a few pieces of red star's record, see you in the message on the card, I wish my lovely girl twenty years old birthday, I was moved to a mess.
I know you are two months without looking for me, is in my birthday to save money, because swim scenic spot is expensive, CD machine is very expensive, eat western food is also very expensive, proud as you, never use their home for the money to my birthday.
Although we are not said to one another, "love" the word, but you my friends all the default is a pair of us, we like a pair of "enemy", like duplicity.Wanzi xi suddenly remind of you, I'll ring you intentionally phone, then you the dozen come over and say you bother me study.And you, when the night shift plus, always ring my phone, and then I play in the past, but you deliberately said I destroy your dreams.
Four,
Unconsciously I am a senior, is about to face the problem of obtain employment, you than I did try so hard, the help I TuoShou people about, you never said to be kept my words, but I can feel your idea.You said, after graduation, I both our feelings have the result, you don't want to have been opaque with me, so how much you hope I stay at your side.
Actually I also want to stay in the city have you, so my darling I lived in your help I rented flat in.In order to facilitate and night shift, you you live in the company's apartment, afraid I evening be afraid, you will always call me, I'm asleep chat to so far.On weekends we would like "little husband and wife" general, or to huddle together in a see dish, or to go out and play.
I learn is international trade, but do not do this local, need to recruit people very many, for the whole month I interview two, one is the somebody else think I didn't experience, another is too bad, I don't want to go.Had to play with me are better in one by one all went to Beijing Shanghai such big cities, heard that looking for work to be good.At that time I mood is very poor, often to blunt you angry, and every time you run the gas.You know I'm a pursuit, so you say as long as I do decide, you will support.
I decided to go to Shanghai on that day, in the morning you made breakfast for me to eat, and then send me to take the train, in the waiting room inside you always hold me tightly, each other not many words, but I can feel your heartbeat.Until I to get on, you hold me long to loosen.Until the inspection personnel to drive the said immediately, you just said to take care of yourself, a false you went to see me, but we all know, it across the twenty minutes away, not to see see.
The train slowly start it, I saw your eyes red, the train drive more far, I can only vaguely see your profile, but I know you must shed tears, this is the first time in my "front" tears, I was very wanted to jump out of the train don't go to Shanghai, but I won't give up my vocational pursuit.Lying in bed, I also first to you shed tears.
Five,
First arrived in Shanghai, I was shocked by its busy, in a tall building walking of I is so small, look at the street come and go, I feel very lonely, finding a job is not difficult, two weeks after I became a foreign enterprise salesman.To call you, you happy for me, I will also charged convergence personality.
Every night, we will be on the phone, you are always in my car or call me before you go to sleep, I share in work and life happy and annoyance.You are like my "trash", although there is no guard mutually together, but I feel my heart is together, you are my spirit support.
The first job of course is very difficult, not only to understand the company, understand a product, still have to understand his colleagues, like this can swim is analyzed.the work.At first I can't stand the suffer indignities, endure not being bullied, can't stand the look, but you always tell me to low-key, keeps a low profile, stay to have the strength to take in the company.
Because of your trust and to rely on, I hold my sharp and make public, in the company of a year to spell, year-end summary, I was the new members of staff performance is the best one, so I'm up for leader, to hear the news, you than my happy.
The second year of the work, in order to become a group performance is the best, I'm more desperately, you said that if my career development well, you will also come to Shanghai.Although you in that company do well, and you are with the boss, the development of a new project, a year's time can be.But Shanghai near my home, convenient my hometown, so I really hope you come to Shanghai.
Colleagues often ask me to have a boyfriend, I answer has, but each time can take family activities, I be a person, to participate in, so everyone thought I was to avoid pursuers.Actually, I want to take you out bright appearance, let them see my boyfriend has many excellent.I think you also met this situation right, girl friend is not the side day, the butterfly must want to rub to your side, in the school that, although our relationship like love and as a friendship, but we often shows up in pairs, no one dare to hit your idea.
Six,
I also remember that twenty years old birthday around a month, you always said the work busy, I also didn't hold any you will come to hope.Just in time for my birthday that day, the boss let me accompany him temporary a trip to Hong Kong saw from Germany guests.Walk in a hurry, I forgot to say with you know.The results, hello is not easy to find my son live, but I don't live at home, when your vacation is such a waste.
I'm from Hong Kong after you just come back on the plane, I also can't get through to call you, then we for this thing had a quarrel.You blame me for not earlier said going on a business trip, I also blame you like to come over here and also without prior notice.But we all meet for the miss annoyed MAC Lipsticks, I know you want to to surprise me, also want to see me.
After a month of the Mid-Autumn festival, you again come, I am surprised and moved.Two years, see not, and you are more manly, get along with three days we had a great joy, like a return to the past.You are very reluctant to go, I also want to leave you, can you still go back, I have to think of vacant.
Two years say long is not long, but also not short, I am no longer a simple and that the old naughty little girl, in the work of the gold sales and spell able, in life I also more strong and independent.With you before the phone is my essential to life one thing, and then slowly, I find that we have no words speak more and more, because you didn't project through, want to continue to study the mood also not too good, I also because the job is busy for you care about very little.
Now, I think really let us toward the cause of the stranger is every time I need you, you're not around.
Although work more and more conveniently, but the pressure of competition is becoming more and more strong, in order to let you come to Shanghai with my double SuShuangFei, also to parents to go to Shanghai, at work I never lose for two consecutive years ranked first team performance.
From the team leader to sales manager, I how much effort and sweat only I know, fatigue and pressure let originally constitution I fall, the doctor let me rest for at least a month.
The rest of the day in her hometown, you are worried, said to my house I see. By the way, see my parents.But at home I have seen the high school had ever had a crush on the senior JiangHong, he had I graduate a year, a few years later time there has been no contact.Young aunt and my mom to deceive the I brought him to come to my home mutually close, we found that it is "acquaintances", meet again in my heart of hearts I still have some throb, because he took the city a top engineering, so a free he to look for me chat.I don't let you come the real reason I also don't know, is afraid of you met him?Or don't want to let home so early know us?Or I'm beginning to our feelings have doubt?
A month's time, half the time with JiangHong is in together, let I like back to high school.He said that in fact he was also some good to me, but he will graduate comes, so will the matter had run aground.Around for a few years, he said he can meet again is the fate, he will cherish.And I, in the face of his sincerity and express some confusion, my in the mind still have existence of you, but you gave me the feeling is more and more misty, I can't hold you, as if you no shadow invisible.
Seven,
Back to Shanghai work resumption after, I have some fear to answer your phone calls, your side of the research against a break fall, we all hope each other compromise, but I don't want to go to your side won't lay down my reason is three years to fight the results, and the second is too far away from their parents don't want to, I don't want to go to three is around you do a laundry cooking at home with the children face the yellow shiva.And you also won't leave there of results, you stay for four years, now is also a partner.Because the problem we argue a lot of times, each time not gonna talk, I know that I should go to your side, but I always undecided.
But for everybody work busy, we one week before once a telephone, but JiangHong also to Shanghai, in order to facilitate takes care of me, he set up offices in Shanghai.His honey gentleness let I can not resist, I promised to seeing him a month, if not suitable break up.Actually I do want to give you the opportunity, if this one month you let me see hope, then I would hesitate to leave him in fine long hair.
Maybe both of us fate has come to an end, maybe our feelings already more and more light, a month later, I can't find out any reason to leave JiangHong him apart without you is handsome, the other is very good.And my mother also push me hurriedly and his engagement MAC Eyeshadow, she was afraid to hand the fast of the prospective son-in-law to fly away.
I will make a decision in the day before I ask you want to marry me, you said of course, you've identified this life I is your wife, but my dear, we have no future, I want to be somebody else's fiancee, I'm sorry.
The last time I saw you is in our a pair of common friends wedding, near at hand without any with emotions.Listen to the friend say you also came to Shanghai, with your way and your fiancee,
Dear, in the same city, we took a in the opposite direction, this lifetime will never at the intersection of that day.
Dear, you finally come to Shanghai, but we can never go back to the past, may we each cherish the happiness, I wish you well!

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