Sometimes I think I´m overtempted, But this endurance –mine!- seeks to run away. What do you want? What am I, that I´m being charged with this heavy load?
It´s difficult to be bore up against my human longings. Is it lawful? It´s my body who desires!
Listen! Will you hear me? Can you give me a break? I´m tired, I´m bored. It´s disgusting to play this role while others are playing Their “leading” roles –joyfully- getting their pay, with pleasure!
Who am I? Certainly not less, but Why being ignored? It´s me who talks to you! I can´t finf the “right” word to get your attention, To address this prayer.
Oh, God! It´s me who claims! How difficult it would be to find more means to say (Or write) that I LOVE YOU ... You left me this way. Release me! Give me those things I asked for... ”