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Egber123

Love me, don't say I'm sorry

Long floating, how many contracts such as we had won a pain the life of coloured glaze.Then time the bumps along the way, lost the warm, so we had to stay the same, the helpless.But closeloveAnd so you see, those who had buried deep in the earth fade gardenia, have grown out of the old promise, eternal love MAC Eyeliner Gel, life waiting for and joy.They live in our hearts in silence, elaborate gives ground white firmness, smile and show us the way home.So ah, walk slowly, don't panic, one day we can walk home, and go back to the original warm
About you, I always feel lonely too early.As the window leaves, with the hidden fragrance you pool, with wonderful lonely tilt a soft underfeeling, dismal dies in this winter season.­
Don't know why in this season will remind of you, perhaps because your sentence right, you say: I like winter, because can give you warm.But, this winter, without you, nobody can for me you ever of warm......­
I love you, love you very much.­
These three words, is I've never said to you, though I now regret, only theemotionalOn my poortextThe imaginary ills in the talk.­
A 】 ­
You know, I was a rightloveDo children, every day at school, canteen, dormitory three point one line moving between.You said, cause your attention when I that black dress, you say, that day in front of you I like a black demon maggie.­
In fact, in your attention before me, and I began to secretly observation you, because you always frowned and see you I always had an impulse, want to use a hand to ease you tight knit the brows.­
During class, you like a dancing elves as the very on stage in lectures, you arehumor, always can let students gave a and again a laugh.I think, in class you and ordinary you completely is two people.A sunshine of you, a melancholy you.I suddenly wanted to go to know you.­
Actually, I don't expect the arrival of the weekend, when I see my roommates cheerful tidy up thing to go home, I always have a loss.I have no so-called home, so, I learn innetworkFull of his own on lonely., ­
That weekend, I continue into the Internet bar, find his old position, suddenly saw you, you sit next to me, absorbed in playing with the game and didn't notice me.I'm not talking, open a computer, the landing QQ, then click stealth.I don't like to play the game, because the game will let people fall, and I, I hate that feeling of addiction.But I don't know.feelingsAlso make people fall, you will make me become addicted.­
I have been looking for a comedy MAC Lipgloss, take a headset, let yourself feel isolated.As I immersed in the filmfunnyThe plot, suddenly headset was scored, and then hear you a ghostly voice "ha ha... I got it! So that good students will also enter net cafe!"At that time I embarrassed, at a loss of looking at you."The teacher is good" under the feeling be nasty I suddenly a sentence like that.You suddenly ZhengZhu, then embarrassed NaoNao hair, said to me: "out in need not shout a teacher! Besides, I'm a month after will not teach you? Ha ha......"­
I thought suddenly, then you just school contributive invite teachers, work is not high, is free.And then I laughed, and you talk about it.­
Remember that day, we said much, you teach me to play games, tell me about you not fall, we exchanged QQ.I found, so you can sometimes like a child.Apart, you suddenly on my ear said to me: "you wear this dress is very good-looking!"­
I suddenly stay live, looking at you far of figure, the in the mind has a strange feeling.­
You are about to leave in a month, I should like to your class in class, staring at you, you talking the talk again, it says, I suddenly feel four ZhouJing down, and hear the sound of the students HongNao, also can't hear your voice.See you in the smiling at me.
【 2 】 ­ ­
That year, I 17 years old.And you, ratio I big eight years old.A head of a waterfall hair is I've been proud, whenever received those silly letter, will always feel helpless.I again and told myself, do not go to think those not suitable for now consider the things.But I didn't think, he would fall into your tender trap.­
A month later, you left.I suddenly very sad, not well-known sad.I don't know what that sad, what a morbid fear in the heart bottom spread.I told myself, he's a good teacher, lose a good teachers and sad is as it should be.­
Is a weekend, I made no the Internet, but rather a bus to grandma's house on the.The car, see you enron's listening to the music looked out the window, the way I suddenly a want to run impulse.You saw me, tapped on the side of the seat, and motioned me over.You said, school a little things forgot to take.I "oh" a cry and then a long silence.­
Turbulence, I in a dazely sleep, when suddenly I felt someone touch me, open your eyes and see you stretch to come over hand, you speak hesitatingly of say: "see you sleep so uncomfortable, so..."The sun through a window to shine on your face slightly red, very lovely.­
You than I first arrived the station, get off the phone to me before you, as a thumb fly input to a series of Numbers, and then hear your cell phone rings, the first "the mouse loves the rice" song of the earth off residue.I saw you on the window will cellular phone to ears, and then point to me.I smiled did to you a "OK" gesture.­
In the evening, as expected, had received the your phone, you've been talking, I still listen."Can see the moon?""Well" I looked up at the bright moonlight."When you miss a person look at the moon, the eyes of the person who will appear like."Your voice is very light, as a lullaby quietly clicked my heart."Now of the moon, there is you look like."­
I smile."That I don't become the goddess of the moon?"You suddenly say: "you do the moon, do I a person's moon, good?"­
I feel my heart with a tight, hurriedly hung up the phone.And then, I regret it, want to call you back, hand, slowly was not press the green button.Entanglements, a wakeful night...
【 ­ three 】
The second day, I was withmoodLast time the school by car.Along the way, I soon fell asleep, don't know how long, be a free wake feeling.See you ShiXiaoFeiXiao face, the in the mind a voice: dreaming, this is a dream...You lower the head, "don't want to see me?"I suddenly of courage to smile you, you said to me, that moment I smile, let you out for a long time.­
welove, you hurt me, love me, but I don't understand you, so that in the days after you leave, I can't adapt to the life without you.You like to shout me baby Mac Mascara, you like to pocket the my hand in your pocket, you like watching me laugh, you like my hair......­
You said: "baby, I'll let you have the happiness of the world."­
You said: "baby, promise me, we are always together."­
You said: "baby, I love you."And you together of the day, I happy like a princess.­
I three, is facing the university entrance exam.I suddenly find that you have a long time not to call me, my heart is depressing tightly an uneasiness.Call you.You said: "good good study, work hard to take an examination you want to go to university.""I will work hard, you will always accompany me right?"You suddenly silent, I have no answer is waiting for you to hang up the phone, will quilt pull over, erase a face of wet.­
I continue to send you the information, but your reply only a few words.I received my mother on the phone, and she told me a lot, some words let I've really disillusioned."You know is be not?"Mother obvious a sluggish.Sighed tone: "I was talking to him, you age are too big, you will be the university entrance exam, don't because they hold up my future. You still small, he promised I would leave you......"­
If I have behind don't listen, just feel the brain a blank.­
You really like mom said, that left me.I can't find you, that when I found, originally I know you really good little, I don't know where to go when you sad, I don't know how many friends you have.I try my hardest to call you, text messaging, but only a cell phone that cold, mechanical language "I'm sorry, the number you are dialing already shut down."­
I in yourspaceMessage board inside hair with a again a message, but these you all could not see, you as if the air as evaporation, disappear in my world.­
A week before the university entrance exam, I looked at the moon in the sky, the vision you smile.I made a decision not to attend the university entrance exam!­
Family is all panic, one after another to advise me, I ignored, will shut myself in the room.­
When I was a child, after all, do not understand you and your family's painstaking, think that can defend my love, but I was wrong.­
Working, you didn't see my efforts, I need you the most in support, you are in a strange place, a man struggling.The university entrance exam is over, grandpa will be my door open chuai, a friend slapped me in the face, I cover fire steady face, such as the tears actually uncontrolled flow...­
The four 】 ­
My mother and I walked together, before leaving, still no news of you.My mother to help me for the job, my life, and it was not the waves.­
A year later,QQ spaceSuddenly appeared in ­ your message
"Baby, I'm sorry."­
I cry, fingers trembling in the keyboard beat: ­
"You're a thief, you stole my heart cheap mac makeup, why don't you back to me? Don't you know no heart, I couldn't live?"­
"Baby, we have already could not return to the past."­
"Baby, you want happiness of life."­
"Baby, to learn to take care of themselves."­
"......"­
"Baby, I'm engaged to be married......"­
I looked at the computer screen an again a message, flow has been a tear.­

And for a long time after, I just know, so you also is inferior, are you afraid of not give the happiness that I want, you fear I have a day will leave you.But, you don't know, all the time, you are my happiness.­
Dear.Love me, please don't say to me I'm sorry...­

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