Letter to the unknown companion.

Hello!

It´s me who talks again.

Let me tell you a bunch of things:

I know you´re being despised

I know someone has hit you and denied your feelings.

That´s why I´m here! I´m also hanging around for several years

to find out a new bearing.

No matter that one who left you.

Pay attention to what your needs are.

If he´s gone. Was it love he felt?

If he has hit you and wounded you. Was it his tenderness?

I was also wrong.

Passion or lust is not love.

I have wronged others,

But it took time to get maturity.

I have seen you in my dreams.

You gave me a lesson on politeness.

You taught me some may leave because of youth,

Wealth or sensual beauty. That´s human! That´s lawful!

But it´s not the kind of love YOU MADE ME FEEL.

I had my love story…

I´m as sinner as any other man in this wonderful world,

But I´m willing to change, to make amendments

Just to stay close to you, to be by your side.

I thought sex was the most important part of the male-woman relationship.

It´s not! Because it fades away, and I´m not a cock and you´re not a cunt

(excuse me for being so clear!).

Love should be a long-term relationship.

We cannot be connected in such a kind of human intercourse everyday

Because we have other things to look after and both have to work to provide

The daily bread…

I wish I could be your nearer helper!

But I myself don´t have a decent living in a country like this

(just to let you know I´m a poor man who fight daily like you).

I´ll be willing to befriend your loved ones,

but I don´t want that commitment controls ours.

I´m willing to work for that togetherness

As long as It doesn´t hinder the inner oneness

-our connection- to be united for the rest of my life.

You taught me the importance of what my eyes see,

Because I cant´t love an ugly and selfish being.

I can´t love a beautiful woman whose charming words doesn´t match her deeds.

You´re both beautiful and responsible for what you´ve done!

(You gave me a lesson about your child, ´cos some are eager to find a man who fulfills another´s duty).

I miss you!

I´m dying to meet you one more time,

But that made me think about my beliefs or misconceptions.

We might keep or mislead, ´cos this lying distance and

In spite of anything wrong, could this be love in different viewpoints?

I won´t give you any children. I faced the fact I don´t need them any longer,

Specially if I plan to walk along with you…

They´ll find their bearing while growing older and It´s up to parents to back them up.

What about me? I´m getting older and time goes by.

I don’t have a palace, but a roof.

Will you stay around or come in?

I don´t know what you would do.

I have no idea on what your expectations are.

One thing I really know:

You are beautiful beyond known measures! (I pray to find out the lyrics for a song with this chorus).

You´re the first there who turned my world upside-down.

What can I say?

What could I do?

I saw you in my dreams…

Will this become true?

A.T.

P.S.

(Dedicated to a girl a just met)