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Mei heart in a twinkling seem as if they are frozen live general, cool SouSou, the cold little from your heart, heart as the center to limbs spread, the brain in that moment also become thinking slow.May feel himself once again from heaven fell down to the earth, the body has become extremely tired.
On the computer screen and "di di" pass the "and" a words: "elder sister, is you this time he left out?"
MeiDing bedroom, use this moment also becomes weak fingers hit the keyboard: "no, sister, morning he also and I on the QQ bother to contact."
"Elder sister, that you advise him from the side, it has been a year not to call me, don't want him to bother me, this time of my life is very calm, also very full MAC Brushes Set, again say I don't like him."Carefree and continue to say.
"How do I say he shout, that kind of thing to say."May had lived in the heart or lost just extremely, turn into angermood, force yourself to calm answer.
"After all, you are his classmates, this for more than 20 years, you've always been one in his heartfeelingRachel, I thought that his sister left out in the cold him? He again like the beginning so, here, to me the shadow of the search for the elder sister to, said or forget me."
"No, well, I find opportunities to talk about his" mei heart to feel blasting away at this moment like, from jumped out of the chest."Younger sister, have a chance to chat and I going to be busy for a moment to"
"Good, the elder sister, goodbye" to a MeiFa a reluctant to go head.
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And in his is meispaceUnderstanding of a woman, meandering and later add to each other's good friend, chat very speculative, slowly ease tell may something, he is too, dongping things.The original carefree and dongping lives in a residential area, carefree and in the area doorway to hire a store in tea business, dongping often go to her there drinking tea, slowly they two people talking about the topic will be more and more.
Under a QQ chatting tell rumei, dongping whyloveTo her here drinking tea reasons, that's because dongping on her found may shadow.Know the reason that or later, she in the space on dongping see may, browse the mei space, see may writeThe article.In a conversation and dongping, carefree to dongping said, your friends who space, called a "wind" net friend of all the most users in your taste, dongping just laugh, carefree and because they hurried curious ask, dongping to tell her, said he is there in the heart May 20 years of woman, mei is he with a junior high school, also is his idea of more than 20 years after thatbeautyPeople, carefree and don't know what a little bit like plum, maybe is full of the same figure, is all some sentimental perhaps character.
Carefree and so told may, after that dongping always in front of her speaking of may, he remembered her smile, she grow delicate fingers, her slender regular one meter tall..., may feel very surprised, because dongping never in front of expression for thesefeelings, and dongping chat, may also is one build what did not build, know the dongping these ideas, mei heart overflow overflow, can't say what flavor, sweet, acerbity acerbity, also hurt.
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In fact may at that time life is not calm, because may in a husband wash clothes, accidentally dug out a note, top write crooked. "don't come looking for me, your friends all say I don't deserve you......". Mei was a head covering the, what do you mean?What is this?Mei and carefully read a few times, that's right, from the contents see note is her husband is having an affair, this is the woman wrote to her husband's note.May he sits on the sofa no strength left to get up again, feel the love for more than 10 years, being so completely trust husband could carry her made such a thing, to her a man of one day between instantly collapsed and the pressure she can't breathe, can't think, even put her soul also pressure to bits.A long while, may the wu wear face crying, crying after enough, mei wiped away tears, eyes redness, grabbed the phone, pull out the husband's phone:
"Hey, well, why?"Her husband in telephone the head or relaxed tone.
"How do you like this! You also learn to this, who's that woman?"May stop crying, blunt yelled at him, reason to may now, it no longer exists.
"What's the matter? How?"May listen to the voice of the husband obviously guilty "noon we say, oh back."
Boom may phone calls buckle on, it's already 10 o 'clock, until 12:00, may have to wait anxiously."Dong, dong......"That is the sound of the husband upstairs, "luo Cha" turn lock sound, mei cold stare at the door, and saw her husband into the house to a hard look at her husband, may feel eyes swell, giggling in it to go to the sparse inside hua BingCha son.
"What's the matter? What's the matter?"Husband expression to ask the conviction conviction, sit to the side of the plum, the plum in the heart of the anger, and she is still playing dumb MAC Eyeshadow, yeah, now he also only first playing dumb, may use feel very sick with the mood of the slip to the content of the repeat it again.
"Let me see it, not the matter, you must misunderstanding!"The tone of the husband still no bottom spirit, but go in.
"You don't treat me as a fool, okay! Do not give you note of, I put up."Mei contemptuous look at her husband: "usually, we always talk about those who love the person and how derailed feelings will break up? I have all the day that we couples, the longer life become more profound, we together talking about, is how of look down upon those who resemble person, I say this, you also agree with the nod, the said is, think impassability, surprisingly, you have really thick, others in, you didn't think yourself?! You do such a thing!"Mei more say more gas, change the gentle appearance at ordinary times, just think of my emotions from his control, a pair of big eyes would like to stare out her eyes, straight into her husband, that moment fully into a shrew.May look at, found around, she will find a drubbing husband's weapons, fruit knife!By her husband won!Rushed to the door, have a truncated the mop, in the race for also broken in two parts.
"You listen to me, I and she really nothing, is friend relationship, you misunderstood."The husband of may's side against the and scratched and flexible, one side is explained."You know that I am in that aspect is no good."
In fact DaDongTian, may simply hurt no husband, how much more will may didn't even go to her husband's face scratching, afraid of flexible hurt, the husband go out face is beautiful.She also concerns in his face.Hear her husband so on say, a blunt cavity of may's anger into extremely sad moment, tears again can't help, such as the relief of the dike injustice flood one have diarrhoea and below, may be cry and pointed at her husband SOB to say: "you return not bashful say, you have such concerns the dignity of the problem, this man has 4, 5 years, let you put to, you don't think either, I think the impassability, you so afraid in front of me can't lift head? Can't afford to say words?"Her husband in May at the next Nie Nie, pull may on the sofa.
"You know how much I love you, you are in trouble, we have sexual side from less and less of the husband and wife life, to the 4, 5 years had husband and wife life, I started to really depressed, but I love you, thinking about with the affection between us as the foundation, no have no right, my feelings for you not because this respect and desalination, do you think? But I don't want to have what way? I will transfer of his attention, read a book, watch TV, but I fear that is on TV the lens of intimacy, you know? You don't know! You did not care about how I feel, you just had his face, be afraid of the doctor a shame, but I still to you as always, why did you out for women, and what makes you!!!!!!!!!! With what you're so selfish, you let you down."May think of himself in the consciousness to feelings the instant a husband derailed, filled with the original, there is life, vivid heart are suddenly died, dry, break into the violations.
"Who's that woman, where to work?"Mui stayed sobs, with a firm, cannot allow husband lying eyes staring at.
"East of the music teacher, that primary school YuanGong" husband this fall is the honesty hand over to treat.
"Do you believe me, I won't find her, not for you, for the sake of our daughter, if I take you" cowboys "son, can affect your future, will affect future work arrangement. Daughter"Mei with these, won't want to and her husband say another word, don't want to speak to him, the husband a people throw in the living room, he himself went into the bedroom, a close the door, lie on the bed, and also don't want to move.May now know that woman called YuanGong, known her telephone number, in primary school music teacher do enterprise.
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Since then, the husband go to work as long as, or don't go home to have a meal, like every day to may roll call sign in like, one day several telephone report where I am.And a text message sent to mui 'you are in my heart is the most important ".If this in the past, meimovedFeel oneself is the world most the woman of happiness, but now see this message, it is so inappropriate, now again to please mei, late!Mei heart for this text messages have not moved.But in the evening husband if don't go home to have a meal, may feel is so paranoid, imagine her husband and that women together, like the sense of anxiety, as in heart scratching on a hot pan evaporate roast, may feel already in a sick, a suspicious of hysteria.
When may be alone, or pick up the housework, may also reflect in themselves, what is where do wrong?Where do?Look of figure, mei is in the other person's plaudits for envy spent in sound.Theory cooking, oneself are no.1, so her husband has not learned to cook a meal, her husband's friends all admire her cooking skills of speaking.Get married for more than ten years, the husband didn't wash the a clothes, they this family is typical of Chinese traditional, male master outside, an indoor life, the husband drink in the middle of the back, for he poured mei honey water, if you're hungry, will next to him to eat the instant noodles, mei side going to work and take care of the family, he is top hall next to the kitchen, and outside his praise her husband is also always about how good, have the ability, and they really.May think impassability, what there, doing wrong...Don't enough tender?Does he suppress their desire to maintain the husband's dignity, return not enough?Don't do this to her husband still is not good enough?Their family friend in her husband of the mouth of the sound, is everyone praised and envy model family, what is he not meet?
A day or so as usual class of work, passing the park in the eyes of the original mei how wealthy angry, now also is charming weeping with the breeze just, herbaceous peony luxuriant appearance also just street just, rose bloom now also no enthusiasm for people.Originally the water park ShiTing step, secluded stream fine road, incredibly bamboo grove now suddenly lose past reiki, become dead atmosphere.
One day, may say to the husband: "you don't need to do that, as if my a head of low like, I didn't oppress you, you at home before, and now or what, don't rob to what help me do the cooking, and you will do? Enough to give me the result. Life is like before, but as for you and the woman, and you know what to do! To the home or to her!"
"I and she really nothing. You're so good, how she and than you."The husband also learn to please the plum, the plum and grabbed the shoulders, and do ShiYao close mei, "kiss kiss, what has how many years not kissed, now like to kiss me, don't want to also don't need!"May a push away her husband's hand, didn't good the spirit of white his one eye, and into the kitchen.Saying on the mouth let husband restore dignity, but at the last moment, may still face don't love him alone tiger.
May feel should be a rational woman, then, it is no longer before her husband to mention this, also let his attitude to he is gentle, her husband at home, and his GuChangLiDuan of a Lao ke, want to let the life return to past of that kind of calm.But this is just the calm surface only, may start suspicion, insomnia, feel oneself heart lost, don't know somewhere.Originally that their efforts into the home is after work every day, may the most don't want to set foot on place, take a door reflex like, heart is like a huge pressure there, a no matter how to also let out a depressed just will never hold the heart may put, but may and nowhere to go, in my mind home lose their warmth and warm.Day, as always, mei heart clear, besides sexual function that lack beyond, the husband is a man of great capacity, in the outside world to the impression of reputation is very good.People grow like a smile face maitreya, in fact communicating is BaMianLingLong mind, intensive, belong to the wisest man often seems stupid.Although her husband have these its advantages, she still can't use these advantages to offset the husband was having an affair of as, feel that they keep so it man has made a great sacrifice, his body is as a condition also is outside what feeling say what love interview.At ordinary times may feel in front of the husband got a sense of loss, and another is how to envy their have fair countenance and vice figure, but even if their shower, LiuGuang clean through before her husband, the husband has no action, as a woman, may feel a sense of failure.In her before the urge and supervision, the husband see a doctor, take medicine, but only for a period of time, not much better.So now may think of these heart more can't forgive her husband.
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More than a year of was so seemingly still waters in the past, as if things had returned after all of peace.
The night is very late, may sleep in a daze, heard that her husband came back, lying in the sitting room to watch a television on the sofa, and in a short time, the voice of the text messages, probably in women's sensitive, maybe is always some heart inside that's a security for her husband, only feel that the message is a little suspect.Previous husband in the wine field back, his friends are all connected each a telephone call, for peace, but today was text messages, and time is almost midnight, because the husband came back, may sleep to glance at table blurred, at half past eleven.At that time MeiZheng trapped, also can't because of the suspect somewhat get rushed to her husband and ask for phone, inquires the his phone.Mei has never done secretly check husband telephone records or text messages, think should be reserved for her husband a his own space.Also don't know how long, may get up to go to the bathroom, but found that her husband is the squat toilet, in full head big sweat text messages.
"Come on, I also want to, you see you hot, you open the bathroom door let a sitting room air conditioning will come to cool."
Mei didn't want to think, just in the brain a question mark, turned around and went back to the bedroom.
But the second day, more than six o 'clock in the morning, and the husband opened the phone went to the washroom, a message the bell rings, may DuRang: "what is this message, big, so early in the morning." sit down next to the phone's conveniently picked up up: "baby, miss you, can't sleep."Or that may have been printed in the brain in phone number from last night time is at points.
Mei hand trembling in the, the heart is also in the trembling, she put forward this message on their mobile phone.Feel yourself very not easy to marry up is full of crack heart and a finely out crack.Out of the bathroom looked at her husband, MeiChong he smiled, and shook the husband their own mobile phone, hum smile 1:
"You the hypocrite!"
Her husband's eyes wander, took their own mobile phone, glanced quickly text messages."You listen to me, listen to me."Eager to explain her husband.
If before can't forgive just angry with their husbands, but also in the heart of love with him, but in this moment may thinkloveFrom the moment she, no longer love at present this people, a little love also have no, now the man in front of may become strange, hypocrisy.Mei unprecedented calm, no cry, nor make, may be nested in the bathroom last night her husband text message let may have a psychological preparation sake, is perhaps the moment he doesn't love's sake."You and not say anything. What do you want to say? 'baby'! This call good! I know you to marry to from now, I'm not shout you with a baby. Since you like to listen to other people call you so, you listen to go! What do you want to say I all don't want to hear it."All in all, MeiPingJing to turn to do breakfast, not to give her husband opportunity to talk, and he sent her daughter to eat, to go to school, they don't want to let daughter saw mei quarrel.The early morning also haven't husband to explain what to may, it also used to explain?Have no need to explain, her husband was having an affair of evidence and one in the eyes, and sexual during this also did not resume, still so play with emotions, may now disdain to see his one eye.
The work unit, may let own performance and same cheerful bright and beautiful, not in front of my colleagues revealed a spark of unhappy and depressed, routine to clean the office after the completion of the health, I sat in my office desk, mei heart quietly, heaved breath, she is going to do things, pulled the is YuanGong of telephone, "beep" the phone is always in the ring, but no one answer, yes, may feel really silly, the husband must to the woman and the ventilation, mei and hair a message 'how now learn to rise little puss-head, if you are the true feelings, you are already divorced woman, is a free man, you ask him, he and I are willing to divorce marry you?If he is willing to, I will restore you."Clearly will know her husband may send information content.
At noon, mei and her husband drive daughter go out to have a meal, this is the daughter yesterday promised, mei what also didn't show out, as if MeiShiRen the same calm, also like before, as if nothing had happened, and daughter talking and laughing, but her husband vehemently with mei.
At night, the husband in the wine field back, a pile of a face of laugh get crowded sat watching TV may side, with the hand hug mei shoulder, may not coax him to leave her side, just twisted face coldly look at him: "you don't know how much I love you before, and you know you lose what? But you know now? You lose my heart, my heart! I do not love you, love you!"May do to say those words, burning their fingers in the position of the heart, as in is declaration.
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Mei is in the class reunion, the reunion more than 20 years of old classmates, dongping is mei with a junior high school, had a pursuit may.The plum and he exchanged QQ number, and added a good friends.Also through QQ chat on, may then he hasn't any of feeling, just as if he was common friend's, but since he did a good friend of the space, and from there to hear a dongping never express the feeling, in the midst of extreme lost and depressed in May, in the heart of a little relief, and in more than 20 years people always care about their own ah, mei heart ripple up a sense of bitterness, and a stranger's happiness.Dongping again and mei chat, may you more up, but also no more than is all some trivial things.
Early spring, the air is so warm and mei is office before the computer input file, the cellular phone bell ring ring out: "hello, do anyway."Dongping voice
"Ah..., do what, to work in the unit, bai."Mei is a little excited, happy to answer.
"I downstairs."
"Ah, downstairs, I go down ah" mei hung up the phone, step down office building, don't know which car is dongping, then stop in May of a an audi flash across the two headlamps, rang two sound trumpet.Before the door open to dongping plum, the plum sit in, the eyes of a smile very curved into a seam, or sit in the memory of may's side, as junior high school expression, love MeiLe blunt.
Mei sat in the car dongping, allow to dongping carrying her to go for a ride in the car they talked and laughed may feel a long time didn't so cheerful mood.
"Go home, it's getting late, and she was off work."May see a car on schedule said
"Yes, and you together time really quick."Seems to be casual, dongping hand in May on the leg left hand, and suddenly, may like the surprised by suddenly out of hand: "why! You want to let me make a mistake?"May smile anger way, in the heart of the boom boom "jump, panic, dongping the suddenly the action let mei unprepared, the feeling of shortness of breath.Back to the unit, and dongping farewell, mei straightened mood, oneself didn't do, afraid of what!Himself and didn't do anything to hide, mei told himself, calm in back home.But in retrospect, but think have a sweet, let popular feeling restless.
From then on, every half month 10 days, dongping shall come to carrying may to go for a ride, spoke about her family to may, said his wife was lazy, three meals a day is all he did, and his wife have YiXinBing, love secretly inquires of his phone, said his wife very much, it makes him very vexed.May listen, yes, these words plum has heard from carefree there, when not only tell dongping and to the plumemotional, also told of carefree and tell his very own anguish, these carefree and turn to the lawsuit may.
"Whenever I won't mad at you."The driver's seat dongping turned smilingly look at mei, may often be he look bad.
"I and your friends' and 'space are also added to friends. She told me some of your circumstances" mei said with a laugh.
"Be? Did she tell you that you have been my idea of a woman."Dongping this no longer and may WanWanRao."My wife is that according to the image of you find, is also a meter height, more than seven family conditions is very good also, talk aboutlove, also love to laugh, have never thought after marriage is like this, character and your temper than simply by much.You still so elegant gentle, but she is soon after the birth weight and a face is becoming more and more fierce."While the bitter side lawsuit dongping vindicate his mind.
"You can't abandon the somebody else, her for having children" anyway, mei don't want to ruin another woman.But may listen to these, seem to see one meter sun, is a woman, a sweet taste of love to be concerned, a kind of their own conditions than other women strong vanity, to find a psychological balance.
"You all these years?"Dongping asked: "the classmate party, your husband to meet you, I saw you cry up car, why?"Mei suspicious to turn to look at the one eye dongping, long say the anger, the heart thinks: he is really carefully observe.The classmate party is the evening, may let the husband come to meet her, mei heart annoyed, will have to back the lost warm home, may on the car, fell in the front seat cry, may think nobody pays attention to her, but the details are let he saw.
"How to say? Originally is very good, but now it is a long story, he in a woman, was outside I found."May not conceal, also don't want to hide, three or four months time contact down, in the know dongping still like yourself, to express yourself again today the feeling, may feel dongping is their most want to trust now, also want to dump the bitter.
"Oh, because this makes you so depressed and sad?"Dongping then asked.
"Yes, I can't forgive him, he has their own fault, but also play outside what emotional game, just for this I how also forgive him."
"Is it!? I didn't expect you life so."Perhaps is man know that the "problem" metaphor refers to what, dongping hasn't found out from them the exact time.
"It's getting late, and she was off work, let's go."Mei heaved a
"Well."Dongping sitting the body and started the car, send may back to the unit, along the way, they no longer talking about family topic, only as a classmate joke, those hundreds of them said the fun
At night, the daughter in the study with homework to do, the husband has not returned, and may depend on the sofa watching TV, head of still hold the book in his hand and brains is a mess, also don't know the television drama the drama is what, also do not know to see the book in his hand which line, in regret why tell his family very NanYanZhiYin.
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"You know what? I think you ah."Dongping in the computer hair a crying children face, next to such a line.Dongping set out in Beijing, and his own business matters.May know him only to work and have their own business, but never found out from them the exact time, didn't feel the need to ask so fine.Oneself of husband have personal person envy units, and also a business of their own, sometimes MAC Blush, may ask a few words, my husband will be impatient interrupt: "know so much why, you and don't understand."Time is long, may also lazy asked, anyway, and the lack of may's money.
This day noon, may open a computer on the QQ, found that the QQ head dongping online.May also have no openings, dongping "di di" sent the article this information.Mei down her mouth shut a smile: "be!?"
"Of course, I want to embrace you ah."
MeiFa to a head of blush with shame.
Since then, just don't to the plum dongping conceal his like, words is enthusiasm.But may have been refused to him what move out of bounds, she dare not, can't do something outrageous things, she also afraid.Once upon a time, when my colleagues about those out of the rail of woman, himself and his colleagues how despise, together with such scorn and despised woman, you can't and husband, also make such a mistake, then what qualification in before her husband diffidence, may told myself: you are a woman, can't do such a thing.Although mei heart this points to feelings, but for the feelings of the consequences of exposure derailed, remember them, mei heart froze.
"Our birthday is coming, and in two days I went back, I'll find you, we wish a happy birthday."
"Good."Mei heart of sense of happy "I want to go to work, free talk, goodbye.
"I miss you so much!!!!!"Dongping and sent the child crying face.
In this way a hearty may laugh, get offline, shut down to work.
Mei and dongping birthdays are in September, the difference between two days only, rather than the big dongping's two years old.A few days ago dongping said to send mei birthday gift, but may refuse to, she know the character of according to dongping not send her what the gift of cheap, may not accept, also don't want to accept.May only request to birthday that day with computer send each other a birthday card line, the mind to.
Since and dongping contacted later, mei mood well many, the husband's mistakes seem in heart softened the.May not to go to want to dongping, but the shadow of dongping brain in partial is just to hang out, lingering aftertaste.Mei is dying to see him and afraid to see him, feeling to dongping unbroken affection, feel the long drought land, finally ushered in a light rain, temporarily to nourish the thirst of the soul.May this contradiction, longing for the, in fear, but more and more are eager to see dongping.MeiMing know myself making mistakes, but I can not stop, like playing really don't want to stop, can only be following the way you feel.
"Di-di di" may call on September 16 days afternoon finally ring out, she hope already a long time of heart, feeling that is from the very heart of jumping to plop plop excited, I picked up the phone, is he!Mei hurriedly had lived excited, feel oneself very funny, and again refused to dongping love, can be eager to see him again and again."Hey, well, in unit. Ah...... good for a while, will go down."His expression will may hide peace made no difference, picked up his hand bag and grinning and colleagues dozen hello say: "I have walked first."
The car familiar an audi stop in the down stairs, may sitting on the backseat.So in the black of the window, and outsiders can't find yourself.Dongping drive straight to the suburbs they often go to a piece of small forest ChiQu, along the way, dongping sometimes twist rushed may hey hey smile, two people waffling atmosphere is very happy.
The next car, in the shade of early summer, they walked along, the remote and stay away from the road of the small forest inside, in addition to both of them, no pedestrians, the weather is warm, the wind blow gently, are cozy.Looking for a piece of the lawn, east tile when some newspapers had good, two people sitting side by side there.
"I think good I want to birthday present."Dongping side face looking at mei, craftily hey hey smile.
"Be? Tell us."Mei twist a look at dongping, surprised to ask.
"You give me a hug."Dongping still is so narrow narrow with a smile.
"Oh! This gift? I'd like to think about it."Mei, listen and immediately felt panic, don't know how should deal with, want to promise but again in the reserve, not answer?Isn't that what an want to happen?
Dongping say that finish this sentence, he looked at MeiChong staring eyes, at a loss of appearance.Not from cent say of the plum is a BaLan in her arms.May not break free, just so quietly leaned against his bosom, and gently put his head in his shoulders, slightly forward, with the hand gently on dongping waist ring, may just find himself in the rotation, in vertigo, in the heart has a strong sweet feeling, she doesn't want to leave this embrace, the husband has many years without such hugged mei, may think this a moment of happiness and came to her side.
Dongping loosen tightly held may arm, with both hands gently holding may face, carefully with: "oval face, high nose bridge, how delicate facial feature, let a person look over unforgettable temperament."May meet dongping eyes, look at dongping face in his close to, and fuzzy, dongping greedily drew on May lips....Mei has not from already.For a long time, dongping let go of plum, so with the hand a ring of may's girth, ha silly smile, looking at mei, looking at may be stared him embarrassed, he and his head was down a kiss may.
"You blush with shame."Dongping fingers blowing mei nose, another hand still held the loins of mei."Also sweat."
"You don't know how much I nervous, I haven't completely prepared yet."May JiaoChen."You not is say will give you a hug!"
"Fool!"Dongping and arms in the plum.
"What time is it, we have to go."May throw off the dongping embrace.
"Really, each time will be like this, and you really quick time together."Dongping some give up.
"Let's go, let's go, I still want to go home to cook daughter."Mei urged, is also not give, but must be going now.
"Good. Let's go."
Today's special in good humor, return the home, humming to gently, quick to for her daughter in preparation for the dinner.Mind is lingering sweetness, and that in the warmth of the lips.But mei and contradictions, go on like this is very dangerous ah, your behavior not and husband of disgusting?But may think you have dented, knowing it not feasible, but have already can't from pull out.
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Mei and husband relationships or so, no hurry don't slow, without uproar, kind.The husband still don't see their own problems. The house is like that of a calm in peace for.The husband may also have no peace before them, get to work on time, on time off work, never delay to his daughter, cook, or that continue to take care of family life, or that the housework never let husband in.Like mei haven't found the husband derailed spirit, the husband also unable to perceive the change of out-nothing.
Just just since the last dongping kissed may later, it is half month 10 days to find may go for a drive of dongping, a week to come to two times, each time the plum is held in the arms of caleb, may each time to be kissed dongping breath away, as if the whole of the plum to into his body.
"I take you to a place."The dongping mysterious said
"Where?"May the bus curious asked.
"When you'll know."Dongping twist a blunt may hey hey to joy, just the same, a smile eyes narrowed in a crack in it.May think that as long as the dongping side, go there will do.He no longer asked.
This time they didn't go to often go to that of the trees, go to the west of a village, called green clear manor, dongping open car in the building a house, came here, and may know, she listen to dongping said, before dongping live here, is nearly four, five years before he moved to east now live new filled the home.Dongping led may on the three went east of a house, and into the door, may stand in the sitting room looked around the, furniture are coated with white plastic, prevent fall dust.
Dongping and the hand of the may come, she brought into a bedroom, on the bed are already lift to side, the bed is very clean.Look up ahead of the tung.May know dongping intentions.Just don't have anything, just in the heart, remind yourself warned, don't do something wrong, that sort of thing can't do, must calm.May feel heart to "product" to jump was dongping hold to the bed, and he lying beside her, she gently kissed her lips, eyes, ears, neck, until his chest, dongping hand began to honesty, may catch him become uneasy cent of hand: "no."May all be what tickling dongping the scorching heat, poor little line will collapse, but may fear, a woman lose the most precious chastity, she can't, that's not a, is terrible.But may have many years no reality of the husband and wife, she really needs, but she also can't do this, accept dongping, she also can't do, also Wallace not a step.While he still have a little reason, may push dongping."No" may firmly rejected.­
"Let's go, let's go."Mei feebly dongping requirements.­
"I respect your opinion."Dongping saw mei resolute want to walk, run at the may one eye, adjust clothing, send may back home.Along the way, may think of the first time they together have nothing to say, don't know what to say.­
Back home, and may or XinHuangYiLuan, do always absent-minded, her body, and his heart was always eager to dongping, but, ethics, reputation and the concept of innocence to stop her to do so.Mei heart up.For a long time have no insomnia, this night, may couldn't sleep.Looking at around a howl of the husband, may really want to a foot to tread down to his bed, that face be damned, "are you not good, it's all your fault, why do this to me, why not go to heal, so all my life, so I pit is to provoke another woman, damn damn!"May in the heart of hate to think.­
But from that day, mei heart is a mess, disorderly do a group linen.Don't know how to face dongping, he if again call ask her out, to go there.What will happen?May think his head all big.­
Two, three days passed, may feel like long time though, such as the snail climb, slow.Finally dongping call: "hello, where is it? ­
"Unit.... um... know, wait a moment."Mei and colleagues to leave, the footstep involuntarily light up, pick up your own hand bag said had made the walk.­ heart longing for the conditions the but again hesitant happened situation to do.
An audi stop in the down stairs, dongping's still smiling into may sit behind.Drive may go to the west village."How come here to son."May his mouth said, but still follows dongping went upstairs, or that was brought into the bedroom to dongping, be he hold lie on the bed, be he kisses the lips, eyes, ears, until his chest, dongping hand began to dishonest, may hold his hand not to let his hand is everywhere disorderly touch, but this time she didn't prevent him, gradually, may feel can't resist, was scorching heat, let the mercy dongping.......May the body becomes soft and weak, but the heart jump strong, as if to jump out QiangZi, breathing has become more rapid, may a few years no matter of the men and women, so be it, accept him?Accept!The body has not affected by mei thought control, because this HuiZi fundamental thought is a chaotic.Mei automatically open hands embraced dongping, then the nuptial chamber, children should not be.­
"If one day, we are all old, have a chance, I will be waiting for you, we have to be together."Dongping stroked the tired shrinkage in his arms may's shoulder.­
"Well, good."May smile, a gently.­
From now on the west's manor became clear their appointment place.But since then, mei are regularly fear, in their own community road walk, feel that they are suffering from others look strange, and acquaintances as usual enthusiasm dozen hello, once twist face, as if those who would be to his behind pointing fingers.In and colleagues about how women (volatile, may feel those words as allude to yourself, like a smelly egg roll in yourself.Mei began to feel they have failed her husband, no matter what he did sorry mei, may feel now more sorry husband, but they cannot resist the for dongping thoughts, and their own desires.Every time the joy of meet to be afraid of being always smash it and heart this fear guilty slimmed down to half.May know in our play with fire, but can't rein in his steps continue to walk on the ice.­
May also not sure if this is love, or stuck in the life cycle of the marriage-went to the seven year itch this stage.As first husband betrayal of the plum, the plum in this form and betrayed her husband, dongping undoubtedly is also rebelled against his wife.But may only give yourself properly, the relationship between her and dongping is love, love is not in the development of right and wrong, only put this relationship based on on the foundation of love, MeiCai feel his own works was understandable.She and dongping avoid talks up family problems, they who are not going to also never willing to abandon the family and loved ones now.Because there are innocent children, and already used to the life.May sometimes in the heart of hypothesis, assuming that she left her husband, the husband do?He has its that trouble, who will be separated him?His three meals a day how to eat?Who gave him to wash the clothes?The thought of these, may suddenly poor husband, from her husband really left, in the heart but overwhelmingly worrying.Get married for more than ten years, her husband's diet is mei, clothes dirty is may wash and these a husband didn't do housework, yes, ten years of feeling not say broken broke it, oneself still love her husband?Or more than ten years has the family affection entrenched foundation!That he was now and dongping to what?Exciting!Fresh!Or selfish desire!­
May feel love dongping, is dongping told her, and she is his mind more than 20 year of lovers, may feel is dongping moved her heart, as long as the dongping is the love of her, she decided to take this section in the eyes of the world was spit on relationship, cautious, unknown, not known also harm of the side of any one person, permanent continue.Take care of the family remaining, they must be performing, this is their agreement.Mei heart rose quietly bloomed, hope sky also quietly unfolds.­

nine
But in May completely trusted dongping, feel very happy time but may hear carefree told her the, may feel cheated, say what besides may not to love any woman, say what his language expression is not, what let may see he said after the performance, let may believe him, say what I want to be.And carefree said has something to busy, that is an excuse, may of course now have nothing to do, and this time she was in no mood to wait until after opportunity, will now have the opportunity to ask a clear, may come to the office downstairs, avoid colleagues, pull out the one she knew in the heart of telephone number.­
"Hello, how, why?"Dongping don't know story, as usual that replied gently.­
"Where?"May let his tone sounds peace also made no difference. She didn't want to talks a slashing at dongping query.
"In the conference room, this is not, and the unit from your phone, come out."Dongping tone is still so please.­
"Today I and carefree chat today, and you and to the somebody else call?"Mei don't want to beat about the bush.­
"Ah, yes, live in a village, often encounter, so to make a telephone call say hello."Dongping in telephone that explained.A listen to dongping said called the fact that this explanation is undoubtedly a resolution, mei qi heart "product" jump, tone change just of calm,, brutal said: "you at ordinary times in the district met, dozen hello, this totally normal, and I am not even that small also will not tolerate, but you said to her, also forget the somebody else, said no? A year without contact with her, and called to tell her that, forget her, what mean?"May sound is not big, in the office building next afraid of being heard her words, but it is certainly tone of cold and severe.­
"I think that live in a village, often encounter, didn't don't of meaning, so..."Dongping continue to explain the ­.
"Well, this is you really made the remark, I originally said to you, I'm not that kind of casually people, and your together, are you for more than 20 years by the feelings of, you said we must cherish the twenty years to meet precious, I think we're in the feelings as the foundation, you if the steadiness, I will consider the long with you, but you want that kind of rare pull, XiXinYanJiu miles wow, this is true, I can come to the side of you, how can leave you, later don't make a phone call and come to me."Mei angrily downstairs in walking back and forth, while walking, while not dongping excuse, with low but calm voice with these, "pa" to buckle on telephone, and she didn't want to listen to dongping of explanation.It is said to hear dongping and said, 'forget' words, may don't want to contact this person, this moment let may loathe to extremely, extremely frustrated, so trust dongping, but now......May feel once again be fooled, the mood is like playing the WuWeiPing, acid bitter, salty, in this WuWeiPing, but is less blindly sweet.No matter how the mood is now may be as KenNie ants, right now, but there can be no performance, because in the unit, may also in the class, and colleagues in the office laughing.­
Wind has blown, and the office building of the three tall trees, broad leaves in the wind "hua" away, already is 4.5 o 'clock now, the light from the sun is on the west side of the tall building hides a part of, now can still as in May's position, may think this sunshine dazzling, spurs have to lift her head, lower the head to hear the sound of the leaves "hua hua", street car on the siren and colleagues talk coming from upstairs of laughter, may feel everything around him voice in which together, like laughing at her.May not let himself is so silly stand in the downstairs, buckle after the phone, she make a little stay, turned around and face the office, feel like sichuan opera in the face of the role, for a moment for his a pair of relaxed without change of expression, with the usual rushing slow pace, carrying the head office to walk.At this time, may feel like a pack to crack the black opaque wine sealed container, the heart has been burning the spirits, a stream of heat and a depressive feeling of anxiety was sealed in the body, hard pressure in the bottom of the heart.­

ten
The day after arriving home, may in the unexamined, but like spent in and happy, because want to face the husband and children, all can't show any clue to, and cooking, eating, and daughter and laughing, and her husband chat, watch TV, play computer.Wash, and lay down on the bed.Her husband was still in the sitting room watching TV programs, the husband of the daily sleep late, this also is his habit.TV "MAO crash when, shout drink" from ear to frisco, mei today can't as usual, any previous the hubbub of voices will not affect her sleep, and now she wanted to sleep, fell asleep, the heart can get temporary calm, but how also can not sleep, the hard with his eyes closed, what also do not go to think, sleep sleep.I do not know when, may in the dark wake up and looking at nearby of husband, may turn face, facing him, and your heart will be held as a holding hands, a kind of can't go unwilling and hate is that hands clamped tightly in live, hard packed into heart, squeeze together, but he himself unable to break.Finally silent tears shed, can't sleep tonight.­
The next day, again pass by the park from the previous angry return the dark and gloomy, the pedestrians on the street are like wear the mask of stiff, there seems to be a kind of invisible force field, exclusive.Mei dress oneself still so decorous and free from vulgarity, a shallow green in the long KaiJin short sleeve sweater, a subtle stitching condole belt, a khaki pants leg fat, a cover cream-colored follow sandal high, white face thin ACTS the role of fair, gray eye shadow, brush long eyelash, lightly some labial colour, a big sunglasses covered nearly half of his face, simple but elegant, vogue and not make public.Today's appearance is beautiful beautiful doesn't show may a little excited mood, in the heart of the YanYan, an idle.Eyes are in large sunglasses lost some time ago that under the clever.­
Tell carefree, yesterday she put in all three of them are TiaoMing, may go away from home, are in the mind think like this, to the unit, and colleagues beaming after greeting, finished cleaning their health, their respective know fun chatting, plum sat in front of the computer, open a computer, as always prepared to input computer files files, side login QQ, carefree and have online."Hello, sister, yesterday I to dongping called, put things said, I don't want to contact him....... Tell him not to let him to come to me."May come straight to the point of say: "and he does not want to entwine, Gordian knot, so he was not at the same time we two people, harassment embarrassed, I do the abrupt, sister."­
"He made a phone call to me yesterday, ask what I told you, you are very angry, yelled at him, I said he a how to say to me, and I will do what's right, and he says the wind I'm stupid."And the answer "elder sister, I also said to him, the wind since you're 20 years in the heart of sincere feeling, I put the when you said to me, these are told the wind, now, why do you not value, and I don't like you, you do this, it will only let us all despise you, I let him give you apologize, he said you should consider to calm, quiet."­
"Ah... I resent man to chop and change, I so accept him as friends, have never thought he was so."Mei side hit the keyboard, while watching the colleagues in the busy each, paid no attention to her talk.­
"Yes, the elder sister, I also didn't see his antipathy, original is so uncertain."And a flow from the head of the cold sweat ­
May of course won't tell carefree and she and dongping development to how the degree of intimacy, usually a chat, carefree and sometimes ask mei and dongping is in contact, may also just say: link, is very good.­
"Elder sister, I think he will contact you."Carefree and continue to say.­
"Not necessarily, he know my temper, this made him so embarrassed, estimates that he won't contact you and I......."­
"My bad, disorderly speak."Carefree and send a flow of ­ head cold sweat.
"Don't blame you, how is your bad, my bad, I'm beginning to accept what he should not be a friend. A woman, I should learn from you of that, should not to reach out to the family outside the state. And my husband the stronger than he."No matter what, may have to face reality, it can't blame carefree, not her words, may feel will be fooled longer.Sometimes may feel very hypocritical.­
"Later if he really contact you or me, we each other to the air, so that was his persuasion......."May last carefree to offer.­
"Yes, the elder sister, listening to you. But, no matter what kind of person he is, through him, we became good friends."­
Yes, mei and carefree though not met before, but they talk about on the Internet is very speculative, very happy.­
"Yes, my sister, I am in the unit, this thing in this I not much said, free again chat and wish the life is happy."May feel now has a secret for a CuYi, but she still to objective treat the matter, this is not a fault.You should be a correct view on the fact that this has happened, though not in the heart, but it's not all about the and carefree.Mei heart to have one hope, hope dongping calls, she regretted angrily out phone is too hasty, didn't listen to dongping how to explain it, and now the wrath of the heart to suppress in the heart and nowhere vent.­
"88, sister, no matter what, you also open happy heart."Carefree and mei goodbye.­
Mei determined to no longer pays attention to dongping, is he contact mei, may also decided not to ignore him.At this time, may suddenly discover that, her husband in his heart and become lovely, fat face are no longer as, looking at a nuisance.Besides, this time, may also feel the heart of her husband is really back home.Don't go home to have a meal, always to tell us that May 1, not as before, men out like to have disappeared.He treated his own NanYanZhiYin illness can also treat correctly, finally began to treatment, although the effect is not ideal, but it's a positive attitude.Her husband so, more let may feel guilty.With determination, a deeply worried heart has gradually calmed, may heckle his own heart, how so fickle?Or so everyone heart the fickle, ten years of couples, but met a few days or over a few months, seek the sort of fresh stimulus, like the first love of temptation.Before the contempt of this kind of thing how men and women leading role, but today isn't his into this kind of male leading the lead!The Galileo, the world is so, the reality is this, the brave talent play of the game, the actor can return to a normal life, family most likely will not be affected thereby, most women will forgive men commit such a wrong, because the woman knew age, aged color declines, no young women have charm, keep their husband good, women think so.And the leading lady, once the, the researches into, also as the so-called orthodox people point and the direction of reactive power and spittle saliva.."In jie, no and then female xi! And so the waiting, pleasant and judah xi xi, the waiting woman, not yue also."May want to up the classical Chinese poetry in the poem of a word.Man can mean inviting outside, that will not to his own cause what effect, but the woman could not.This article has anciently justice.......
May the adventurous play at this time for from the occurrence, development and to end without other people know, she can return to a normal life orbit, she also like most women also choose to forgive her husband, ask yourself also do the unthinkable matter.The office and the mood of mei talking and laughing all the more relaxed.
No longer and dongping during contact, may feel heart there is always a miss, dongping will call her?But immediately and ask yourself, what's the matter with you?Such a fool you, is worth you miss?Don't be silly!­
Passing the park every day heavy and vibrant, pedestrians like also was repeatedly in a hurry.Clever daughter, also become considerate husband like the, the illness was well, may in the near future, need not to suppress their desire, the husband can and do the things she cloud, and is no longer the fear of that kind of a moment joys, may feel life a little hope.The mood also like this June day, open, this let the sun well in the sun.­

Ten ­ a
Calm days of happiness is always very soon, a month of time, all in July.Mei wear black flower white dress, ride her red bike, elegant all the way to the unit.All class as usual, cleaning, the colleagues of the cold; to talk, open a computer, ready to input archive files, log on QQ, open space, when, space news has three not reading news?Request for a good friend, the sea, fine son, wind direction, wind!!!!!!And he shall be added his friends!Dongping!From that day out phone call, come back to mayQQ space"The wind" the dongping down to the blacklist, cleared away, is a week before the request, how oneself didn't see, this one month before the wind was browsing the space two times, this may only in a slight fluctuations in the heart, didn't go to listen.Even with his request for friends, good, add and then add, not afraid embarrassed you add.Mei click accept.­
May think she accept the wind for good friend in click when, in the heart of that anger also follow raised.The head of the wind is black, not online.­
"I'm not to talk to you."May in the heart of silent thought.But the morning's time, may hear a good friend is the voice of the online, just open to a friends list have a look, the head is always black.Don't want to, may feel really disappointing, has already been closed, the heart also looking forward to what, the wind really talking to feng, she don't rush to his attack a phone?­
Afternoon in front of a computer to continue his work, the morning of things that have been in May concentrate on work in temporarily forget.­
The wind sent a window jitter, may see, angry, have no reason he, after a while, the wind sent dialogue, open, is the handshake, watermelon, mei don't want to talk to him, to feel oneself at this time is really strange, very want to blurt out questioned him, why and his friends, but click expression column, threw a bomb in the past.­
"Why?"The wind "di di" ­
"Irritated" ­
"Why?"And a why, may can not help gas extremely born joy, this is not pretend confused? Your own things, and carefree said forget, as if nothing had happened to him?­
"You too boring?"­
"Don't bother, trouble is looking for."The wind "di di" ­
"You don't bother me, I won't bother."­
"Anyway, I to you is sincere" dongping cut down to business.­
"That why do you still say to the other people forget?"Mei last spring.­
"Men always make mistakes MAC Lipsticks, I don't want to do more explanation."Dongping return to come over such a.­
"You are admitted that he made a mistake?"Mei tackled the don't put.­
"You are chief teeth. Tomorrow I'm going to looking for you."Dongping continued.­
"Don't, don't welcome."Mei and cast the past a bomb.­
"Say first, see you tomorrow the face no embarrassing. I want to get offline."­
Tomorrow want to come to may, this and let may start distracted, a month of calm and be disrupted a dialogue.Meet, all right, I see how heckle you tomorrow, must embarrass you.Mei heart secretly in anger.Angry with some comfort, dongping exactly is forget her, put away the carefree and choose her, may feel heart to find balance.­
To tomorrow, time slow ah, one morning, may of his phone rang the bell hurry up, or the head of the wind light, but no action in the morning.In the afternoon, the total this to me, the telephone rang, is dongping, mei heart very excited, since has decided to leave this person, but also the name at the end of what excited, and is not the heartbeat of the strong control: "hello."May pick up the telephone.­
"Hello, I go to the county, our things so I came back again, so I came back again. Not much said, hanged ah."Dongping in telephone that, in a hurry so few words said, as if his side someone speaking voice, may not much said, "well, you are too irritating, know......."May finish connect telephone, in the heart of anger in the instant also lift.May feel now also the his turn to calm consideration, although do not know at what time to dongping will find her, to say something, but may want to consider your attitude, she is good to consider.­

twelve
Dongping plus may friends, why, for repeat front?Or why he said to her is from the heart.Later, the husband dinner did not come back, mei in his house before computer, to computer head on thinking about the direction of the wind.Now that this has separated, the see the other side of the dongping, maybe he is a play with a woman feelings of the people.Or like the he yourself that, through the furor, think may still is in his heart that woman, finally shed or may, of course, these are all may of suspense.Mei quietly sitting in, feel that they should be at this time timely retreats.So, after all, are old classmates, is met, what choice words also don't have to say it, let dongping himself said go to, he said why is why, with his care.Idea take decide, it is also flat, their family income rich, the husband also is expected to future, how much more will the consequences of such exchanges and dongping lane is bad to can make her downfall, a want to these, may stay in the bottom of my heart to dongping of that bit of attachment to fear again, can't so and dongping close contacts, they just found near the original sense of taste and peace life, not to repeat, so determined, mind and suddenly enlightened, no longer blind.
Although the idea and decide, but may in the heart of the decade there or regret, dongping really if found, he will say what?No matter he intends to do, she now ­ again don't want to pay for others feelings, she was afraid of the consequences, afraid of the walk to the degree of irremediable consequences.­ mei don't want to go to this question along the screens want to go on, have a headache, the heart also followed lightly of pain.
"Di di" from the sun a information, a head with a rose in mouth.
"Di di" and send a, "sunshine affably give you rub shoulders."See these, may the corners of the follies silent.The sun is also may classmate, had they dongping, sunshine, May 3 people are good friends, when the sun had for pursuit may not, because of brokenhearted, almost spiritual collapse.These conditions may all don't know, and that is may have and they separated, each went to different schools.From that although also links, but, after all, not like that junior high school, saw each other every day, often played together.These things or some time ago to dongping and mei association after, told the plum, the plum was feeling very surprised.Thought is your charm is quite big, another like yourself more than 20 years old classmate.Dongping also told may, when students after the party, the sun is outspoken to tell dongping: "you don't get close to may and I like her."It seems this between two men, after many years of may's head to see a start, know each other's mind.But the sun but not once come to may, two years only once the sun was drunk and had to may call: "this life to I hurt the most person is you, I can't see you, hey... afraid of doing something wrong, you don't forgive me, you ignore me, my time is up. Ha ha......"­
"So late, wife's adult wasn't at home, dare to chat online?"Mei answered the sunshine.
"Today the wife, visiting her mother * * * mom this several days in poor health."
"Today is very late, also tired, I also want to get offline, are free to chat again."Mei said.
"Well, my dear, good night."The sun a goodbye from the head of motioned with his hand.
May have been used to sunshine and his speech, whether phone or chat on the net, he always dear, dear from the mouth.From the mouth of dongping though may know the minds of the sun, and from the words of sunshine detect his love, but may have been not moved, although heart is regrets thousand times, but may only a, executive member, may be to sunshine also only, make friend when he see, to sunshine of love to vindicate, also just skirt around him.
What will be tomorrow, don't know, dongping when come to find her?Met for said what?The husband so late how to still don't go home?Don't drink more wine!!!!!And tomorrow or headache, well, tonight the husband didn't drive, won't drink and drive.Tomorrow morning daughter to do something breakfast mac cosmetics wholesale, or noodles?Daughter love to eat noodles, drink everyday noodles are not enough, that's a good minister ah.Compared to the sun to dongping and, at this point, but to think the sunshine more respect.Mei head at this time is a mess, several people turn around, too tired!To turn off the computer, wash gargle, may look at had slept, the daughter of himself in bed, drive away in your mind the following dongping, sun, leaving only the husband.
This night, may the dream of their own back to young, back to the middle school, the heavy and sat in the classroom, dongping sit on her left.While the teacher turned in to write on the blackboard, twist of the silent at may hey hey smile, eyes narrowed in curved crescent son, sitting in the back of the sun may, after the middle two rows.Mei though not twist, as his head son long eyes and can see the sunshine behind the clear figure looked at his face and eyes, buckled.