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Rapidcycle

A letter to no one...

I am not going to yell at you. I will not get angry at the unfairness of the situation. I will not try and persuade you, nor will I let you know how much I hurt anymore. Instead of these things I will bottle all the negative feelings I have about what is happening between us and push it deep down inside me so you can feel free to feel how you want to feel.

I am going to be here for you. I will be your friend. I will try and look out for you whenever I can. I will hold you when you cry. I will share in your hurt. I will do all the things I can to keep you near without you feeling obligated towards me in any way. I would rather be close to you and see you happy than to get my way.

I will not lie to you and I will not tell you what you want to hear because I love you and if I have to die a little death each and every day I see you from now until forever out of the sadness of knowing that you do not love me as I do you, then I would be glad to die a million times over just to see you each and every day.

I will not stop loving you and I will never turn you away. I will never be able to love another, the way I confess I love you this day. I will keep a piece of me just for you, just in case one day you say "I am in love with you too" because you are worth doing so day after day, year after year, until we grow old together, regardless of knowing that I may never hear those words as long as I live.

I wish I knew what was wrong with me, or what I might change so that you would see me the way I see you. I cry out to god asking why has he put you in my life again when, right now and maybe forever, all I can hope for is to be friends with you each and every day.

I know you might think me dumb for doing this to myself. I know many people would look down their noses at me for letting myself be hurt everyday. But if I could face them, all I would have to say is "I love her" and just walk away. To me love is more powerful than anything else in this world, more powerful even than god himself, and I will never give up on something because it is so hard to do.

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heshouldnotbekissed
heshouldnotbekissed 1244 days agocomment permalink
 
Don't be fooled by these girls on here. like the one above. guys if any girl ever ask you for money please dump the girl. Men these days need independent women.
 
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northernbiker
northernbiker 1243 days agocomment permalink
 
too cool man, but please dont bottle up. bad things happen
 
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anonymous 1234 days agocomment permalink
 
Wow! Deep! Very well done, my main man Rapid., very well done.
 
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tessa68
tessa68 1211 days agocomment permalink
 
very touching and i know how you feel....best of luck for that undying love, very lucky woman:>).
 
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ilikeymikey
ilikeymikey 279 days agocomment permalink
 
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