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A belong to oneself and short little happiness

Signature: don't know from when beginning, he began become so sentimental.May every time is you want to many, but last night of that kind of feeling is his first time to have this kind of feeling.Heart it hurts, just heard before, heartache how...That will be depressed, fall.But MAC Brushes, that moment my heart really hurts..How much time tell yourself to be strong, oneself are boys and shouldn't have to have tears.Tears in her eyes when spinning and realized that he was so weak!Feel funny, so the big picture of his next mirror.Look in the mirror of their own all feel funny, so a man in the mirror, smiled to smile!Tears flow has been found........Now think in fact also nothing important.Then shrugged his shoulders, sleep!Lying in bed when found himself how also can not sleep, always think about last night's chat log.Has been kept on saying that, nothing really!Yesterday a night he didn't sleep, because can't sleep, always think impassability!He really didn't want to think about, because think about will be very upset.And before you know it day light........He climbed up to open the computer.His watch just four o 'clock.And then, on the QQ and looking at the last night chat history;And they began to writelog.I don't understand, why melifeSo is not flat, why are there so many disappointments, why should I experience so much, there is too much pressure to me I really tired, sometimes when no one's really tears...Feel alive really tired..So every day I appearance in a giggly, but really uncomfortable is my own..Good.......Goodbye.A belong to oneself and short little happiness...
A belong to oneself and short little happiness..He is one year younger than her, he and she are primary school, junior high school students of the first.They also sit at the same table over a few days!Perhaps she had already don't remember, but he still remember.He drifted out in a period of time, so from outside the return home.That is the time he passed their store, I saw her, she changed, the big changes.When he saw her feel comfortable, she was in embroidered with the cross embroider, as is approaching.And then, he would ask: "you of this is his brother?You this is and who bonanza?She said: of course, I'm single.He smiled and said a sentence: ha ha, so qiao, I also is single.They all laughed at this time, the smile is so pure, no false.From that time began, and sometimes he would sometimes think of her.Finally, one day, he again to her that her telephone number is coming.In fact he was thinking, just want to deeper understanding of this old classmates.Calls to come for several days, he just plucked up the courage to he made a text message.Ask her: you arrive?Text messages sent for a long time have no return: but he has been holding the phone, waiting for her message, because he believes that she will certainly see and give him back to the information.Then don't know a few hours.His cell phone rang, and it was she back to the message.Well, it just didn't see the mobile phone.Now just to see your messages.Hehe...A few days later he always pick on her not favour, is in her on her work to send a text message.Later he summoned up his courage, call her the first time call, hey!What are you doing?She knows his mobile phone number, admire!I walking home? And her voice on the phone is so soft, make him feel good..They talked for a long time.They are very good communication, and he put her QQ is coming.All right, see her online had the cheek to speak to her.Even if she didn't return, he returned to wait for her to news..And so, they have no matter of time on the phone or QQ chat..Has been a long time, he felt in to talk to her, make yourself many ideas are changed, he's really changed a lot;Not because of something, but because a person.That is her.She said she liked to watch the stars, so hemoodNot good, also go out to the night sky, ha..He really would be much better.Not so sad, so depressed..Then she put the QQ password told him.So, every day he again many a habit.Every day is on her QQ, see her heart written todayfeeling?Look at her mood today?And so after a period of time.
He knows every time he hit her phone MAC Cosmetics Bags, the phone is always ring a long answer.Or get no one took, but he always told himself.Is certainly didn't hear or didn't see, every time nobody answered, he is so console themselves.Every time to their very courage call her, or talk with her Q..For boys, to be active.Then feel sometimes very strange, but he felt his little happiness will be here soon.In fact his idea also is very simple, just want to holding her hand, simple...Each time he can only fantasy of holding her hand, take her look through this world happy and sorrow, he even fantasy she and his final results even for a moment the possession, also deeply the permanent collection until...He's really not in what crave, may be he is really moved because of heart.Every time he really is summoned up great courage phone her phone, maybe she won't know.....He put down the self-esteem, put in the public, put down just a little bit of that apathy, is because he has always been not put her..
Finally one day!He found that her Q several days didn't have.And he gathered the courage and play the past a telephone, through, but has been no one answer, he worried, because he has several days didn't have heard her voice........A few days for dial, always has been the but no answer.One day, began to play is a thong, and no one answered.And then when we played was shut down.He and a consolation, affirmation is to have something just didn't take his telephone..Must be such, so he plans to go to her store and see her, why not pick up his phone..And he summoned up his courage to go, she is not there...This time he know is certainly what happened!Finally, that day he saw her Q online.He again the nerve to talk to her, in?In busy these days???????She just cold said a sentence, there's a little home!So he said no more...This few days he was feeling depressed, don't know is what?He felt a little also have no meaning!He knew what must be a reason, and before they talk also is very good, how to suddenly become so stolid........And yesterday he put on that a black shirt, for she has been said he than her small, he felt wear the black shirt will let oneself mature point..He went to her........Just simple word or two.It's ok.Well I go.He looked at her one eye, the head is not go back........Until ten o 'clock last night?Her Q.Q: in?He hurriedly reply to 1.In!She said: want to talk to him.Q he has a girlfriend?He said: no..Also urged him to find it.She said: I have a boyfriend........When he saw the sentence he really be, don't know what to say.And she said: an older than her eight years old boyfriend, she said: I am now in gambling, bet on their own happiness.He asked her why she can't accept their own reason, she just said I don't want to find smaller than oneself.This is it!Later he repeatedly keep, she just said, I'm sorry.Have always said he is excellent, is a good man will have better girl good to him.He said: he don't, just want to holding her hand with you.She is still in said I'm sorry..Wait until she referrals, he is not off the assembly line, always think about just of the silver screen.He put a paper tore into strips.Always continuously ask why?Why?Why?Before really just heard heartache hurts..Yesterday just feel is so weak and a defeat to tears, the heart has been throbbing.Is really, really, really very pain.Really want to drink to forget everything was.Including pain!But he felt this time, every time to talk to her all feel very happy..Although this is is, that he felt so content.Every time she through to the phone, she's the first thing every time is admire!Every time I hear are casual make him laugh..After all, this is a belong to oneself and short little happiness..I hope you can accept me, even if it is a matter of days, I also will be well satisfied!
Boys.Affordable, to put next!According to the early mirror, feel the mirror is blurred;So or shrugged said a sentence;Oh, nothing really.A man smiled.Anyway, time grew wholesale mac cosmetics, a think of impressive little happiness, every detail can let oneself happy laughing!To forget, talk easy to shout!So, I a boy, don't be so niang now?And one told myself, you're a man!And a feeling really very unfair?.Why is the world so unfair..Maybe after me, will be like the other words.Some pain, suitable for the silent forget;Some change, do not need you have said, people will see it.If one day, let you move of nevermovedDon't you, let you angry can provoke not you, let you sad cannot let youtearsAnd you knew that this time, the life gives you nothing, you in order to grow paid?This is really the case, no matter how I will live, to look for belong to me the true happiness!"So today continue to bravely!!!!!!Before you know it himself a man of the silly writing two hours..Ha ha
This is a copy of their own and short little happiness!!!!!!Ok, so!
(this is a realstoryI hope you will like this)The articleFrom the QQ: 287208173originalAuthor: little illusion

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