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My name is johan gabirel. I am 28 yrs old. I'm divorced. I'm a single mother. I have one son. Named Zeke. I love spending time with him! His MY LIFE:) He come first no matter what! Everything I do is for him! I love him with all my heart! I ? KD! I love going to church, going to the movies, shopping and spending time with my family. I'M SELFISH, IMPATIENT & A LIL INSECURE. I MAKE MISTAKES. I AM OUT OF CONTROL & AT TIMES HARD TO HANDLE BUT IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE ME AT MY WORST...THEN YOU SURE AS HELL DON'T DESERVE MY BEST! I love my parents! They're the best! My brother Jared and my sister Jen, I don't know where I'd be without them! Love ya guys! MY BEST FRIEND GENNA! We've been BEST friends for 15 yrs and we've had some really great times! And there will be SOOO much more to come! Thanks for always being here for me! I don't know what i would do without you! You've been by my side and never judged me! Thanks for being the best friend I've ever had! LOVE YA! There is one certain person who got me through a rough time in my life and without this person I don't think it would've been possible. They came in to my life at the right time. They gave me some of the best memories I'll ever have. I cherished every moment we were together! I've learned that you really never know anyone or you can't trust anyone either. People are not who you think they are! When people can walk away from you let them walk! Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left! Here's a few good quotes: "It is what it is", "Life may not always be the party we hoped for but while we are here, we might as well dance". "Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you". "Don't cry because its over, smile because it happened". "Your life lies before you like a path of driven snow, be careful how you tread it cause every step will show". "Be careful what you wish for because you might just get it all". THE ONLY PEOPLE I NEED IN MY LIFE ARE THOSE WHO NEED ME IN THEIRS...THE REST AREN'T WORTH MY TEARS." AS WE GROW UP, WE LEARN THAT EVEN THE ONE PERSON THAT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO EVER LET YOU DOWN, PROBABLY WILL. YOU WILL HAVE YOUR HEART BROKEN MORE THAN ONCE AND IT'S HARDER EVERY TIME. YOU'LL BREAK HEARTS TOO, SO REMEMBER HOW YOU FELT WHEN YOURS WAS BROKEN. YOU'LL FIGHT WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND. YOU'LL BLAME A NEW LOVE FOR THINGS AN OLD ONE DID. YOU'LL CRY BECAUSE TIME IS PASSING TOO FAST AND YOU'LL EVENTUALLY LOSE SOMEONE YOU LOVE. SO TAKE TOO MANY PICTURES, LOVE LIKE YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN HURT BECAUSE EVERY MINUTE YOU SPEND UPSET IS A MINUTE OF HAPPINESS YOU'LL NEVER GET BACK. DON'T BE AFRAID YOUR LIFE WILL END, BE AFRAID IT WILL NEVER BEGIN. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. PEOPLE CHANGE SO THAT YOU CAN LEARN TO LET GO. THINGS GO WRONG SO THAT YOU APPRECIATE THEM WHEN THEY GO RIGHT AND SOMETIMES THINGS FALL APART SO THAT GOOD THINGS FALL INTO PLACE. BE THANKFUL EVERYDAY FOR WHAT YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE. YOU NEVER KNOW HOW WORSE SOMEONE ELSE MIGHT HAVE IT OR HOW FAST IT ALL CAN BE GONE. DON'T CARE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OR SAY, YOU'RE NOT LIVING YOUR LIFE TO MAKE OTHERS HAPPY. LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO WORRY ABOUT PLEASING EVERYONE. DON'T WORRY ABOUT PEOPLE FROM THE PAST, THERE IS A GOOD REASON THEY DIDN'T MAKE IT TO YOUR FUTURE. FORGIVE AND FORGET THEN GO ON LIVING YOUR LIFE. YOU WILL FIND HAPPINESS THAT WAY. WHO CARES HOW IT WOULD HAVE BEEN OR IF I KNEW WHAT I KNOW NOW. YOU CAN'T CHANGE THE PAST, YOU LIVE IN THE PRESENT FOR THE FUTURE. MAKE HAPPY MEMORIES.